I am still inside the dream of this love… of this discovery.. of my vision from 1994, when I was drawing the picture of this Eagle and saw it was head-dress.. and as I drew her out I saw the words… And at the end of the story the Dancing Bird Goddess….. and now here he is, the Great Eagle, who liked my song, has chosen me… and I him… (this is an Amazing Twin Rainbow Flame journey… another book I wrote about him without know who he was..)
It could be said this is another book I wrote to him. Not too long after meeting Lakota I began writing him a book called My Life as a Fairy Tale. It was this story of this girl who had been taken to the Isle of the Flaming Rainbow Twin Flames Torch when a man she called the Great Lion came and sat down beside her and began chatting with her as they gazed into fire of the Rainbow Twin Flames. She had this ship and she sailed all across the universe with the Great Lion as her companion .. who she loved in all her adventures..
In time I told him about my memory from when I was 12 of my mate who was showing me where in his contract him and I would be hooking up again as we had both volunteered to go on missions to the Earth, when softly he asked me what he looked like when I saw him at the age of 12.. From that moment I made a gathering. There was a book that I had written to the one who revealed himself to me when I was 12. In 1991 I had gone through a bad divorce, the kind where a man tears a woman to shreds as he is walking out the door. In that moment I decided that it was time for me to rewrite my life.
I did it as a prayer, a series of poems that spoke of the love that was coming and how he would feel once he arrived. So when Lakota proclaimed himself as the one from my memory I took all those poems and put them in a book which I bound for him in ballerina slippers and mailed it to him..
This week I have been made witness to another aspect of Lakota. This week I came into the knowledge that he is the Great Eagle from a book I wrote about him in 1994. There is a sadness that happens to Lakota every Fathers Day, but it is not my story to tell. Every year though, for Fathers Day I have been witness to his pain. This year, again the sadness overwhelming him.. In his sadness I have been made witness to his rising above through the pouring out of such beautiful words. His Great Wings spread wide in holy ceremony rising above the storm..
In 1994 I was drawing a picture of an Eagle, when suddenly I knew the Eagle I was drawing was head-dress upon her body and as I drew her face underneath her Eagle head-dress, I saw the words, “An at the End of the Story the Dancing Bird Goddess stretches out her wings and begins her mating song. She soars high above the clouds, aware that the Great Eagle whose eye she has caught is close behind her, but oblivious to anything else...
I wrote a book to the Great Eagle and I called it Journey to the Edge of the Precipice. It was the story of the Dancing Bird Goddess and her journey to the Edge of the Precipice where she was going to take a leap of faith, that if she leapt from the edge of that precipice in faith and transformed herself into a Dancing Bird Goddess that the Great Eagle would be watching her and that they would mate for life…
This Twin Flame journey has been full of signs and visions. It began about 6 months before I met Lakota when a Lakota Indian that I was meeting for the first time on his wedding day turned and sang a song to the Thunderbeings that were approaching. In that moment the floodgates of my heart opened wide, My Kundalini activated, and my heart chakra began to sing.
The next thing that happened on my Kundalini Rainbow Twin Flame journey, happened on the day before Thanksgiving 2010. I was driving home from work when I said I rainbow flame dancing, then right after that a second rainbow flame, Twin Rainbow Flames.. then I get down the road and a million dollar firework display..
Then my Kundalini began spinning like crazy.. then I met Lakota January of 2011.. Then I get to the day before Thanksgiving and again the million dollar fireworks display on the other side of the road. Right after this I was coming out of Wal-Mart’s (November 6, 2011) when, for the first time in my life, I look up and there are 2 Eagles flying together. A storm is coming, and the one, he came straight at me until I could see the white of his head and knew I was being given a sign, 2 Eagles, Mated Ones, rising above the coming storm in the most beautiful dance…
and here I am, watching Lakota in his pain over Fathers Day when he began sending me so many beautiful words, rising above the storm. Then yesterday, I had that happening where while I was driving back from the store near where the Eagles live I became aware of an Angel inside the clouds traveling with me on my journey.. I took a bunch of pictures and when I got home I saw it was my Lakota Angel, born in year of the Dragon under the sign of Leo… and flying above their heads, the Great Eagle from my book journey to the Edge of the Precipice that I wrote him in 1994…
I have the most magical journey with my Twin Rainbow Flame… Lakota… for a long time now the cloud people will bring messages from him to me… so today I tried to install my Intuos 5.. but right after that my computer crashed so I decided I should go shopping to see if I would find any flowers on sale.. I dropped Lakota an line, told him that I needed some help with my computer.. and he said I should call out to an Angel of the computer… so I went shopping, and the flowers were 50 % off.. Then as I am heading back I saw an Angel in the cloud… I kept taking picture trying to capture the Angel who was with me.. and it was only after I uploaded the pictures did I see it was Lakota, born in the year of the Dragon, under the sign of Leo… … It is a magical world for those who believe in magic…
It is said that the core of the Earth is molten lava, that the Earth is a living organism and that part of its own defenses, as a living organism, when the ocean get too warm, as a combination from the suns heat, and our molten lava core, sea water begins to evaporate fast. This water goes straight up, 180 tons of water will be rising per hour vertically and then 1 kilometer up the vapor will condense into a cloud raising the temperature of the air by several degrees. As the air heats up it rises further, producing powerful vertical winds which will drive the clouds up to 15 kilometers high. As the storm cell grows the effect of the earths rotation down below will force the storm cell to spin. The Thunder clouds merge into a vast circle and a hurricane is born and then begins its movement across the ocean.
It is through waters ability to store and release energy that that we owe our lives to the process that produces the storm. A hurricane acts like a release valve when the ocean gets too warm. it helps to balance the climate by redistributing the heat around the planet and returning the ocean to equilibrium.”
Many of you may have already seen this wonderful short video, if you have then please watch it again and enjoy, if this is your first time then watch it, live it and gain all you can from it as it is sent to you all with all my heart.
Namaste my friends
I really do believe that the Kundalini, while sometimes the energy that is being released can cause some discomfort or pain and magnify places within ourselves where we carry blockages, I am finding, in this journey that the kundalini then acts as a healing force.
I had those 3 releases, one where my heart chakra opened and released a thousand points of light..
The second, like a bubble came up and tried to leave through my heart chakra. It felt like it was too big to make the exit. In that one the Kundalini Serpent wound its way up my back and put its mouth on the bubble of energy and began to dissolve it until it was small enough to make its exit..
The third one, as far as myself being used as a vessel for releasing blockages on the Earths body had the appearance of black coal dust coming out of a coal mine shaft…
It was during this time that I lighted upon the thought that the Kundalini Serpent recognizes the places where our own vessel is weak and it works to heal, to not bombard us as a vessel for releasing blockages upon the Earth, but releases what can, then mends us to release more..
So I hadn’t felt anymore blockages being release through my heart until last night… a lovely being passed through and was released.. it was a very gentle soft feel.
An archived writing from
My Life as a Fairy Tale
Written June 24, 2012
written about Lakota, Winged Lion, Celestial Star
interestingly, after this I met the Super Nova Being, and shot off like a rocket ship in a different direction, away from Lakota.. I can see now a new and wonderful world was created.
…the last we heard the Winged Lion had invited her into a friendship dance with hymn.
In times past she knew he had rocked her world. There was just something about his touch on her that made her feel like they were the 2 who walked as one. It made her feel like the rhythm of his energy enhanced her energy.. and the rhythm of her energy enhanced his.. and that in every life where they connected they were like 2 flames that burned brighter when they burned together..
Now here they were, in new clothes of skin, another life on another planet being given another chance to reunite.. and here they were, wherein the most delightful of plans, 18 months earlier she had been instructed to send him a lock of her hair. The day she did that it had changed her whole path with him. It had forced her to give him her unconditional love in all of their days together from that point on. This was something she had not known in this life while wearing this human skin.
It was hard to express what happened to her each and every time she gave him unconditional love. It was like it was molding her into something different to do this.. and what she came to discover was that by her doing this, it was molding him different to. It was like he was being taken to a new level right with her, like some kind of faith was being restored through time with him and it was one that she did not expect from him. She only had expected that she would follow the instructions she was given to follow and it would take her to the place she was intended, by the Great Mother, to go. She could not hope for the future with him because momma had shown her “Life Unexpected’ happens. So her walk with him was with total surrender to the Great Mother who told her where to walk and how to walk when she was there.
She remembered what (she felt like) was a failed attempt to wish him Happy Birthday. She shot her arrows across the water but they kept landing short and when it came time for her to arrive at Leo for his birthday, he was with someone else.. so she thought her attempt to wish him Happy Birthday had failed until it came time for her birthday and he sent the gift back, shooting his flaming butterfly arrows across the great sea to land short of her footsteps.. It was then she knew, that it did not matter that they landed short. What mattered was the heart of the one who had sent them.. So this had the effect of them changing together… He was changing her in the place of her faith.. and she was changing him in the place of his faith..
Skip ahead and we find he asked her for a friendship dance to join with their already sensual feelings for each other.
She is a girl who is given visions, and sometimes it is hard for her to know if he told her this and planted the seed, or if it was a vision given to her to plant the seed, but what it felt like to her was they were inside the friendship dance when he bent over and whispered in her ear that he believed that their journey had the makings so that both of their dreams would be fulfilled with them together on their journey.. and that she should trust the Greater Powers to lead them in that direction..
And some days later it hit her.. like wow, fireworks dancing in her sky, hit her…. Wow
It felt like a seed had been planted inside her. What a concept that both of their dreams would be fulfilled by continuing with this journey together..
She was a fairy tale girl always weaving from a place of love in art..
and he, a Celestial Star,
what a concept he had put inside her..
like a seed that had been planted within her..
a seed with a desire to grow
and become One with the
Light of a Celestial Star
It felt like a seed had been planted
and in one moment of contemplation
the seed burst forth and began to grow
into a flower
stretches it arms towards a Celestial Star.
That was a dream of hers
to love the man
who would carry
such a thought
that both of their dreams could be fulfilled while walking with each other..
She was going to follow him down this path..