Wild Women

My Life as a Fairy Tale ~softly she drifts away

Looking back she could remember how it was that she got here.  She remembers the first time the Earth talked to her.  It was in those moments when she was 13, when her innocence was being taken from her.  As it was happening she found herself disappearing into someplace else.  All focus was gone, there was only darkness, and every move that her perpetrator took was designed to go to the next place.  He was inside of his frenzy dance, and she could not think, could not move and could not figure out how she could escape this dance that was taking her to a place she did not want to go with him.

Then all of a sudden, inside her darkness she heard a female voice.  It was the voice of the Great Mother and she was telling her that she must find her focus in the flower, telling her that once she found her focus again then she could simply turn and walk away.  So she did as she was told, stood inside his frenzied dance until the flower came back into focus…  It was the first time she was shown that the Mother and her daughter could see through each others eyes.

The second time she realized it was to be her destiny to bond with the Great Mother in communication was on a day when she had been weeping.  In tears she had thrown herself upon the Earth to ask why all the misery?  And in response to her tears the Earth sent a butterfly to wind a winding path until at last it lit upon her nose.  And the sight of her watching that butterfly dance  with her crossed eyes.. made her laugh..  made the tears go away for that day..

It was some years after this that she would find herself driving down the road when the Great Mother would suddenly tell her, “Take this exit”  In the beginning she would rebel against these commands that seemed to make no sense..  and for a long time she continued rebelling, not doing as she was told.  She even asked the Great Momma, one time, “Why are you always telling me to take this exit?”  To which the Great Momma replied, “I want to see if you can follow instructions.”

She pondered that for a long time until at last her life became so twisted and hard to manage on her own that she saw no other way but to surrender to the Earth.  She made a vow to do everything the Great Momma told her to do, to watch all the signs..  and as soon as she did this the Indians showed up and wow how the dance changed as she walked forward following the instructions of the Great Momma…

My Life as a Fairy Tale ~chasing Butterflies

There was something he did, some movement he made…  it was the way he saw her when she said she had gone cosmic floating on waves of ecstasy within the journey that momma led her on as they were passing through this astral field of joy, joy, joy.  It was the way he answered her when she said, “I have a question.”

She had told him about what was happening to her as she was passing through the Astral Field, how every astroid who penetrated her atmosphere made lights to dance and sparkle before her, and how the instructions were that she was not allowed to ask their names, that she was just to dance in the sparkles and feel every nuance of the great.. O how beautiful they felt touching her like that, with their mighty bodies sliding across her atmosphere, her journey through the astral belt felt like heaven..

And when he came back he told her that he felt her cosmic O, and saw her birthing galaxies, giving birth to stars..

There was something he did, some movement he made, it was the way he spoke to, the way he saw her that made the great tenderness come into her heart..

She was a girl on a mission, passing through an astral field with specific instructions to not give a name any of the asteroids that were penetrating her atmosphere.  And even as she cherished this place he had made to grow tender within her heart, she found herself softly on the great ocean… drifting away..  from him.. and towards her destiny… birthing stars and galaxies..

The protoplasms that he made her feel that day extended across the expanse and made her feel the innocense of tenderness for all the ones who were now penetrating her atmosphere…

for the return of tenderness..

for the innocense of their journey,

for the beauty they shared 

she wanted to show him a picture of her and grand daughter

Chasing Butterflies

Sunday, May 21, 2012

My Life as a Fairy Tale ~the Birthday gift

He did something she didn’t expect.

When it was his birthday, she had been standing on the side of her ship shooting flaming arrows across the water, watching as every single one fell short and landed upon his foot steps 2 weeks short of hitting the mark..  which propelled her to continue shooting her flaming arrows..  until at last she realized that he was at a party with someone else..  so she set her sails for somewhere else..  not thinking through time that this would have any effect on him..

Then he did something she didn’t expect…  It came time for her birthday to roll around and as she stood there watching, she watched him pick up his bow and arrow and shoot his flaming arrow across the great sea..  She watched it land short, just outside her stoop where she picked it up and held his kisses to her heart..

she did not know where this journey would lead..  All she knew what her birthday had come and he had returned her gift..

 

Now that we’ve awakened

It is time to consider the creation of a balanced government.  We do this by reflecting on how it should be.  As a collective soul, like thoughts join together to create the bigger picture, which is the world we know.

All the rules for how we are suppose to do this have been written upon the Earth.  It is by looking at the Earth, and the governing laws of the solar systems that we are able to create our world to maintain balance.

 

My life as a fairy tale ~Astral boys

The Dream

She had a dream this guy showed up.  He was med height with short black hair, thin and lean, not much taller than her.  He was running with her and she liked how it felt being with him.  Their energy felt super cool, really comfortable in a most beautiful electrifying way they were lovers.

Then he comes to her and tells her that his time here is about over.  So she tells him, “let me pack my things and I will follow you”  but he takes her hand and softly he says, “you should stay where you are.  You got a real pretty place here and where I am going it may not be so lovely.”

So she decided that she should look outside her apartment and see what her world looked like.  On the other side of the apartment were some sliding glass doors that led out to the patio.  She thought she should check out the view.  To her surprise she found that her building was situated on the edge of a steep grassy incline.  Down below there was a sidewalk / passageway and across from that was the entrance to a  cave.  Someone had put a door across the entrance to the cave (like they do when they charge a price for admission).  The door had been carved to have some symbols like this.  There was a pathway around that cave entrance that led to another mountain wall with some really beautiful brown stone.  It was beautiful.

Then she glanced down into the passageway and decided she would slip down there and see where it led.  It lead to an antique mall so she went inside and saw some beautiful molten glass lying on some shelves. 

As she picked up various pieces of the molten glass the shop owner came over and began telling her that if she like this, then she should go with him down to the basement because that was were the best and most beautiful pieces were being stored…

with this, she awoke..  aware that she was in her Earthen body and the Astral boy was an asteroid that had penetrated her atmosphere…  It was quite lovely him telling her that his time of penetrating her atmosphere was almost over..

 

Thunderstruck…

That boy, yesterday, he sure did talk alot..  He would talk and the rain would start falling.. then it would subside..  then he would say something else and rain would start pouring again… he did this many times over..  He dropped lots of beautiful rain on us…  will make my garden grow…  dropped some hail on us.. and a bit of a whirl wind of activity next door..  sent us running..  when really we wanted to stand in the rain and watch him..  oh how he danced and sang and danced and will make our garden grow….

Kind of made her want to ask after him, “”Hey, whats your name?”

Life as a planet

To walk the Earth as one who is a life sustaining planet is to have forgiveness that is all encompassing

There are many who come to this planet on their Rite of Passage to study under the Earth what love that is all encompassing looks like.

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Years ago I had a dream.  It was a night mare in which I was running away from that which seemed would destroy me if it ever caught me.  I was carrying the memories of my x with me as I was running away from the one who was pursuing me when an Ancient Tree Spirit appeared.  I was so releaved to see her that I ran to her.  She told me that I was interpreting the dream and my whole life wrong, that this world was not about someone trying to kill me.  she told me that I had come to this planet on my cha chee to wah, my Rite of Passage….  She held out her arm that looked like a tree limb and a long path at the same time to show me at the end my world, which was shrouded by a veil..

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To walk the Earth as one who is a life sustaining planet is to have forgiveness that is all encompassing

Peony ~Walk in Beauty

Last nights Moon