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~life as a planet
December 18, 2013

As a Native American it is our way to follow our dreams and visions.  And through time, when I look at them (the visions and dreams that I am given) they appear like streams of roadways that all intersect at different levels within me … like a greater map of which I in this current life am a part of.

One of the paths I have been following since my youth had its intersecting point within a sexual molestation that happened when I was 13

which was followed some 2 years later by a man in a dirty white robe bearing a cross trying to extract the Indian from within me.

(The Indian who was within me had traveled a long ways inter-dimensionally to teach me how to walk in a sacred manner through the world of solid.)

From the molestation it was as if something exploded within me that caused a shock wave and

when the dust began to settle some 17 years later my whole world had changed.

Sometime in the span of what was and what I would become there  came a vision in which I could see my Tribe

and our movements across our space, that had the appearance to me as being land.

And as I looked around I could see the surrounding Tribes, each wearing different attire that matched who they were as a people.

Each tribe, like a family I could see them walking about in their daily movements across a space that appeared like land to me some distance away across the heavens.

There was a whole story that went with this world I could see myself coming from.

We had a way of being that was different than it was here on Earth as a human being.

It had to do with forgiveness.  In our Tribe forgiveness was different.

We would go on walk abouts, and there would be other life forms that cohabitated within our Tribe as we walked about.

The main one I remember was the snake from the time I had been bitten by it. It was from the snake bite that I had learned what forgiveness was about.

Now, when one was on a walk-about and they got bitten by a snake,

our instructions were to place our consciousness within the snake family

and live with them as one of them until we understood why we had been bit.

(we were shape shifters and this was normal to us).

So we would place our consciousness within the Snake Clan until we understood

what action we had committed that had caused them to bite us.  .  .

for example, if we moved our body between a snake and its babies, the snake would bite us…

and the knowledge of how this worked was known as forgiveness,

and this forgiveness brought us into a place of peace.

My dreams and visions spanning the intersecting points last for years within the human time frame.

I first learned the story of what forgiveness looked like to us

long before seeing the time when marauders came galloping at us bearing their crosses.

When the marauders came galloping in on their horses I could see them

first off in the distance pillaging the other Villages, raping the woman, killing the children, men, and old ones.

And galloping on as if they were on an unstoppable mission

 they came towards us repeating their moves through the next Village over..

And then they were upon our Village, raping our women, killing our children, our men and old ones.

We were helpless against them for while we were a peaceful Tribe moving gently through the Universe,

they were galloping full speed through us, obliterating members of our Tribe and members of surrounding Tribes..

When the dust cleared I found I had been penetrated by one of marauders,

 and as I said, forgiveness for us was in merging with the one who had hurt us, who had done this to me.

 I had to merge with him so that I could understand what actions of ours had been perceived as a threat to their world that they had done this to us…

From here I passed through some rocky debris

to discover that in my human life I was one messed up person over all that had transpire.

In the course of this, I was given a word, Cha Chee To Wah.

It kept whispering itself to me across the wind.

I did not know what the word meant until a few months later

I found myself in a dream in which I was running in fear of the man who was chasing me

because I was convinced that once he caught me it was his mission to take my life..

Inside the dream an Ancient Tree Spirit appeared and told me that I Rite of Passage AncientTreeSpirit 2was interpreting my dream and my whole human life wrong.

She told me that I had come to inhabit Earth as a part of my Cha chee To Wah,

as a part of my Rite of Passage and that even though the road behind and in front of me looked bleak,

that at the end of the road I would find myself again in the place that felt like home

because this Earth journey was my Rite of Passage, and it was a journey I had agreed to take.

In human time the span of the vision stretched out until one day,

as the one who molested me lay on his death bed

I found myself again upon the planet where the marauders had passed through.

I had merged with him and married the marauder who had raped me when he penetrated me.

And while I was still very young, he had grown old and was laying upon his death bed.

As I sat nearby with my back towards him

I found myself staring at one of the scars he had left upon my body with some bitterness.

About that time I heard the gentle flapping of wings

and turned to see

upon the light of a full moon rising

my mother

folding her wings

and lighting upon the ground

she came to me and touching the scar upon my arm she said to me,

“It is time to begin the Healing of the Remnants of Past Wounds Ceremony.”

With this I was taken into the Ceremony in which I was given the instructions

that the path I was to follow was the one in which

I was to take to him a bridge that he might

pass over into the great beyond.

This journey had to do with forgiveness,

to see his journey on the larger scale,

to understand his greater purpose in my life,

and meditate upon what he had given me with the molestation..

Right after I came to peace with all of that that,

I was ready to take him the Bridge so that he could cross over,

and once he did I found myself in another story line that was about

2 sisters and the rift that came between them in his passing.

One sister had stayed and one sister had left,

and in the place where they came back together for his burial

a rift formed between them.

In a frantic moment I found myself standing between them

in a rift that looked so large that it had the appearance of being a Grand Canyon.

I became frantic over the rift that was forming

and as I screamed out in pain over the immensity of the rift that was forming

I found myself back in the place where my mother had instructed me that

it was time to perform the Healing Remnants of Past Wounds Ceremony.

I was standing in the center of the rift feeling very small,

for to me it looked as though I was standing in the Grand Canyon.2 moons dream 1

As I cried to my mother over the rift that was forming,

my grandmother appeared

and peering down intently I heard her say with great affection,

“Oh it is just a stretch mark, and a very small one at that.”

With that I found myself staring down at myself through her eyes,

and saw that my tummy was swollen with the new life

the marauder had placed within my body

and that I was about to give birth…

and I realized that I was a planet..

In the years that followed the human existence of paralleling worlds

I began to understand that I was a planet who had come to study

under the Earth as a part of my Rite of Passage

because she/he/them (the 2 who walk as One) is a life sustaining planet.

For those who read my writings it can be marked

by my writings shifting to talking about

how we need to recognize and protect a life sustaining planet

for it is a holy and sacred journey

to become a love large enough to support a multitude of life forms.

After Lakota came along and searched to see where we came from he said that we came from Andromeda.

He also said that he believed that the Milky Way and Andromeda had already collided and passed through each other…

I agreed with him because this is what my journey has shown me..

through the marauders..

In the passage of time, since discovering that I was a planet

who came to Earth to study under herdream too

I came to the journey of Comet Ison and began exploring

what is now believed about the world that surrounds the Earth

and have discovered the larger movements of

the world of Galaxies, Stars, Constellations’, Comets, and Asteroids

through the heavens and their affect on the world that surrounds us.

I have watched a comet called Ison sail across the sky,

with its tail that reminds me of the snake from the vision from years ago,

and came to realize the ‘Sacred Snake was on a journey to its birthing ground,

which gave the appearance to the Astronomers would think of as breaking up,

but really it came to release its seeds which carry new life..

And just before I decided to write this piece I started watching this

and all of a sudden I realized that what I had saw

as the marauders riding on their great horses

that came through and pillaged our village and the surrounding villages

were 2 galaxies colliding and passing through each other..

and the one that I saw as raping me,

and impregnating me with his seed to form a new world within my womb

would be like a meterorite, asteroid or like that from the effect of 2 galaxies colliding..

For Native Americans, and others of the Indigenous Tribes

it is our way to see life forms in everything..

to dream a comet is a woman.. or man..

to see Asteroids as men on horses

pillaging our Village and the surrounding Villages

is the way we see what happens around us.

In the great mystery of life as a human on Earth

who began having visions at the age of 9

which lead to me being told that

all of this journey was a Rite of Passage,

that in the place I come from

I am in the process of becoming a life sustaining planet

who has already been implanted with the seed of the ‘humanoid’ life form ..

and here I am being made witness to the final stages of what it entails to be a life sustaining planet,

watching the sleepers destroy the planet, while her love remains ever unconditional…

watching how the light family has been sent in to turn the wheels of change and write the new world into being….

while another part of myself too is here for the purpose of assisting

the raising of her/his vibration to one that is not so heavy and solid

to fulfill the prophecy of the Indigenous Peoples, that

as it was in the beginning, so shall it be in the end..

and it was beautiful