Archive for the ‘Water Prayer’ Category

Twin Flames, journey with my Two Spirit love.. Standing Rock and historical trauma
July 31, 2017

It must be really hard having both genders living inside you.. in a world that does not understand or live to support you..

Upon last count my love had returned and I could feel her soft softness inside my bed..  but inside him all I can feel is a wound..  a distance not trans versed, but like he showed up because of her.. (and I can still feel her inside my bed)

Inside my dream this morning he showed up, just sitting there inside a daze, not saying anything…  3 times did she (his divine feminine) come to him and ask him why he disappeared.. 3 times he sat staring as if he did not hear and would not answer her..

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They have been inside my dream world since before I was 12..  sometimes her.. sometimes him.. sometimes them…  my mind has been wondering, on this time of signs, of her showing up, of him bringing her..  why the pain that is inside him now…

This morning, as I feel my body all hurting again, as it has been hurting horribly since the rubber bullets and the water cannons were sprayed upon the people of Standing Rock..  I am wondering if my love also is lost inside the historical trauma that we we all experience at Standing Rock.. (I do not have any way of knowing what they are feeling as I only have dreams, and the knowledge of her.. his.. their presence inside my bed)..

but I know that I, myself have been locked inside this horrible pain since the spray of rubber bullets and water cannons tried to quell our quest to protect our water for all the generations to come..

I have been struggling through a need to feel prejudice.. and a need to protect all those who fall outside the guidelines of the white supremacist who seem determined to turn the clock back to the days when they could rule the world through prejudice…

..  This morning I awoke my my dream and wondered if my love too has gone into a need for healing because of what we witnessed at Standing Rock on the day the rubber bullets were shot and the water cannons were sprayed..

my body has hurt horribly since then….  as if someones trauma came inside me.. or as if on the astral plane I was there and felt what happened..

Water prayer … the 11th of each month
October 11, 2013

Today is Dr Emoto’s Water prayer day…  it should be noted that Dr Emoto has pneumonia right now and they are asking that when we make our water prayer that we add the words Love and Gratitude to send a special prayer to him as he is very sick (“Dr. Emoto teaches in HADO School that the combination of LOVE & GRATITUDE create IMMUNITY.  So let’s do it …!! Together let’s send our sincere Love & Gratitude to create a global prayer wave of Immunity to wrap around the world and Dr. Emoto.” )

…… and so I send my love to the Water…  I love you, please forgive us, you are beautiful, holy and sacred in your walk upon this body and to Dr Emoto I send Love and Gratitude for uplift this mission to raise worldwide awareness that water has memory and is a living being ….


We need programs to clean the ocean instead of programs to dump toxic waste into the ocean and there are rumors there is still radiation leaking in Japan…  When the Whale dreamed me he said that they were filling barrel of toxic waste, taking an old ship out into the ocean and sinking it.. he said they began doing this long ago and that now the containers have decayed and the toxics are spreading in the ocean, killing off life…  every since the whale dreamed me in 2008 I have been on a water mission….  it is why once I found Dr Emoto I began honoring him.. and why since I found Ta’Kaiya Blaney I have been honoring her….

lightning streaks across the sky
July 11, 2013

Lightning streaks across the sky..

With it I feel myself twist and turn

I have gone to write a piece about the parallels, or why when the Eagles appeared and gave me a sign that it was just before the storm hit (2011)…

I am feeling a need to internalize this..  There is so much happening on this journey and it seems I have come to a need for a private journal to write in the spaces between..  This round of Kundalini is different and the same as ones I have passed through before..  it is not the pulsing one that makes many universes dance and spin.  It is one solid rod of energy…

lightning over the water

Today is Dr Emoto’s Water Prayer day

I love you

I am sorry

Please forgive me

you are beautiful

I love you