Archive for July, 2015

Bear sits on the bottom of my totem pole, on top of that is everything that I am
July 25, 2015

We all possess memories of other times we have lived here.  They are encoded within us in the ways that we behave.. like clothing that we wear, they are a sacred part of us..

The other I was dancing in the memory of how my name was changed to Destiny …

our lives are a series of books live them well
Two winter back, the Bear took me into the Dream Lodge to sit in council with the Ancients who determine my steps in the year to come, as he does every year.  When he took me into the Cave there were glow worms all over the wall.  As I would walk past them they would activate, begin to glow and I would hear them whisper, “destiny” over and over again as I walked down the hallway to the opening that was the room where the Ancients were.
Ancients Destiny Dream
When Bear escorts me into the room, the Ancients have already gathered and they instantly begin reviewing my life.  They are showing me how everything that happened lead to the next step, that lead to the next step.  And each step was leading me here to the step I was in now with my Kundalini spinning and the Earth saying this was what she needed to do..  And my Twin Flame journey, it too was part of the passage that I needed to be with for the completing of the mission.
They showed me how the Kundalini journey and the Twin Rainbow Flames were like the energy of the 2 snakes spinning up the spine and how the 2 must be balanced the masculine and the feminine and the love between the energies had been and were being purified within me and reflecting out to my Twin Flame I had come into the place of a Higher Love.
It was all like this great dance, and every step had been leading me to this place of knowing this Higher Love.
heart bliss
With this (Spring has now arrived) and Bear reappears and tells me it is time to follow him back out of the cave.
And just as we are about to enter the hallway that leads out of the cave, I still hear the Ancients whispering, so I turned to them that I may curtsey before them before I leave.  And they say to me,  “You have now arrived at your destiny”
“We will now call you Destiny”


Kundalini, Twin Rainbow Flames and finding Nirvana
July 7, 2015

After I wrote my last piece a new friend came back and responded that while she found the piece interesting she didn’t really understand it.

4 books now have I written on line in the Indian Way, free to read and use as medicine if needed..  This last one here, it too has potential to be good medicine for those who are in need of it.  For others it has the power to set them free.  But I still have to find the right words to tie it all together, to, as it were, make the magic happen.

I am not a person who follows Eastern philosophy, but sometimes it seems that I must borrow their words to explain where I am at on my journey.

My Kundalini journey and my Rainbow Twin Flame journey are tied together.  As if in marriage they are bound, so as I was sharing the Kundalini, I was also sharing the Rainbow Twin Flame story..

In the Kundalini journey the Great Snake of pure energy was activated in my heart in 2010, then slipping between my legs it moved up my spine purifying my thought processes, purifying my ability to love in a new way.

Once it got higher than my heart chakra it took on a new form.  I found, when passing through my throat chakra I could no longer speak in the same manner..  and then upon arrival through my crown chakra I achieved Nirvana (and I don’t really know what Nirvana is, but I achieved total and complete peace in Twin Flame journey, which could be likened to the 2 snakes of pure energy that were winding around my spine..

I am in a time of reflection, back upon the journey I just took, so I think I shall be sharing that now as I try to find expression for this higher love that has engulfed me..

Maybe no one will understand me..  or maybe just the right person will…

I just keep thinking, “I believe I have found Nirvana”

kundalini running through me

I have found complete peace between the 2 snakes, as if each one represents a different part of the journey.

There are so many memories associated within this 5 year journey to Nirvana (I wish I had the Indian word of my people that translates to Nirvana) to this place of Great Peace filling my soul with my

Twin Rainbow Flames.

Twin Flames, where I’m at, it is magical
July 5, 2015

This Twin Flame journey is like nothing that one would expect..  Maybe some of them get to be together in physical when they realize they have joined with their Twin Flame but that is not his and my journey to share in this life..

Instead what is happening is different than joining missions.  It is more a movement on the astral plane, an unspoken connection is taking place there.

I have been on such a journey with this.  This year I have discovered that all the lessons are where you are at.  Twin Flames can be on missions on the same planet, but that does not mean that they have to be together learning human lessons from each other.  They can go forth, have relationships with others and learn lessons there.  They can learn how to be in a male female friendship with another and then reconnect in the space between and carry forth their growth together into the light of a new day, a new way..

That is where my journey found me this year being set free from an old belief that once was like a chain that bound me.  I once would have thought that once I found my Twin Flame that I would only ever dance with him again, and dance with no other.  But this year I discovered that they lesson is happening where you are at and it does not matter who you are with, just go and grow, break free from the bondage of thinking their is misery in not being physically together.  Just go.. and grow..  and let be what will be..

So I was doing that, when my Twin Flames sister showed up and began dancing at my feet.  I 234C828400000578-2841139-Transformation_CGI_helps_recreate_the_magic_from_the_animation_f-89_1416415302730knew then it was time to turn my heart in the direction of my Twin Flame..  so I did, and there he stood dancing in his femininity..  And inside his feminine self I formed a link that I cherished and saw that it too was a new way to grow..

It is all so beautiful inside this Twin Flame journey.

This journey has gone to some place on a spiritual level..

I feel like I am standing at the beach, looking out upon my sky

as he is dancing by..

And my Kundalini is spinning

Twin Flame Dreams