Archive for the ‘Heart songs’ Category

In the Womb of Creation, a Rainbow Twin Spirit Love song
April 3, 2017

Here is a love song I wrote.. to her.. to him.. to them..   to my Two Spirit Love recently… (not only is she my Two Spirit Love, she is also my Twin Spirit. That is what I heard in a dream this last January..)

In the womb of creation
we lie in in sacred dance
Our bodies yearning
and turning towards each other
with the knowing
in that moment
we had touched love
And that it was a divine energy
that would always flow between us

Oh we could come back
and be Twins again and again
or triplets with your divine
intertwining within me
But it is just so much fun
to come here and dance with you
outside the confines
of a bloodline twins
In this place where we
can be lovers true
and enjoy the pleasures
of Two Spirited you.
dancing with me
in eternal love..

while remembering
how beautiful it felt
when we danced in the
Womb of Creation
our bodies touching
in sacred bliss
knowing this was the first place
where we touched Love..
knowing that this is where
we experienced
our first kiss.

Love Destiny and Shining Star

In the place where we stand is the place where we should sing from

Making the transition to see who people are on the inside ~Two Spirit Twin Flame journey
October 30, 2016

In my Twin Flame journey I believe I have arrived at the place where I have undergone the transition so I can see who people are on the inside.

Having never been attracted to females and then falling in love with the girl on the inside has been my journey this year.  It is my Spirit Bear who has guided this journey, instructing me to look back into my dreams with this new information and I would see Lakota was always there inside my dreams..

I recently had a dream that this girl walked past me as I was singing, “She keeps me warm” by Mary Lambert.  The girl stops and demands to know why I am singing that song.  Then she rattles off a bunch of singers names which baffle me as I only really listen to Native American Music.  With this she turns on her heels and stomps off saying, “You don’t belong here.  You are definitely not one of us.”  To which I respond, “No but my girlfriend is.”

In this year of re-examination of my dreams, (of which there are several) one of the dreams that foretold a transition that would take place within me had to do with a dream from the early 2000’s in which in my dream I was walking with Lakota, only seeing the male energy, when suddenly Lakota does this 2 steps back and off to the side zig zag motion  and disappears into another dimension…  so of course I follow what I believe is the man of my dreams into this other dimension, but upon arriving I cannot see ‘him’ and simply awaken..

metamorhis-1There was another dream in which I came to a river and a stone appeared so I leapt onto it… then another and another until I found myself in the middle of the River standing on the edge of a great beam.  Lakota was there too, not recognizing me, not noticing me.  We were both being required to make a leap of faith, when Lakota simply stepped back off the ledge and disappeared into the water..  so there again I followed suite and we swam down to the bottom of the River where we found a building and went inside.

My perception of the male Lakota disappeared into a back room but I was completely fascinated bymetamorphis the furniture in the room, a chaise lounge stood back by the door..  it had really pretty feet.  And there was a computer desk there that had the same feet..  As I was standing there  memorizing the furniture Lakota came back into the room.

Then the Earth began to shake so fiercely that the furniture picked up its feet and ran away..

metamorhis-2Outside the picture window there appeared a girl.  She was struggling hard as she swam back and forth until the pressure imploded the picture window.  Standing in the room now was a beam of light.  She immediately swam to it, dived into it, and metamorphosed into a light being.

Lakota followed her, diving into the light beam and metamorphosed into a light being..  And I thinking this was also what I was being called to do stepped into the light beam and meta-morphed into a light being..

This is not the only dream, but one of many.  Recently I was at the used store and to my amazement, I came across the Chaise Lounge from my dream.. calling me to remember this dream…  calling me to look with different eyes into where I am at in my journey with my Two Spirit Love…

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The Real Revolution is the Evolution of Consciousness
September 12, 2016

By the time I was 15 I was already some years into the Indian visions. One day, while sitting in the physical Church, I stood up out of my body and began looking through time. I was a beautiful Indian Maiden (looking like my Grandmother in her youth)
 
As I looked around I could hear the thoughts of the people, or should I say, I could see the thoughts of the people, coming up out of their heads and I could see like thoughts would join with like thoughts. From there a collective of energy would be formed, that would take on a life of its own, and from there the world that we knew was being formed..
 
As we thought it, so would it become…
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Magical Blessings ~life in love with a Cheyenne Two Spirit
September 10, 2016

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Love holds me tight and calls me to surrender

In her arms I am surrounded

by worlds that I cannot yet conceive exist

yet still she holds me safe

in a way so sacred

I can do nothing but surrender

to flying to where the wind leads

and live to grow another day..

by Destiny ♥

Sign of Awakenings ~a new day has begun
September 8, 2016

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There are signs that humanity has begun its process of awakening from its long sleep… If we look back through history we will see a world that was predominantly lead by those who acted like they were superior than others.. and mostly the people just followed and cheered while great abuses were taking place by those who believe they were of the “Ruling Class”
 
Indigenous people’s (Native Americans) had 5 classes of gender identification but the so called “Ruling Class” only recognized 2 of them, so for a long time those who were of any other gender were beaten and abused by those who were asleep and easily lead.
 
We have all been watching the new Pope. Their hierarchy has been part of the “Ruling Class” for centuries now. By their decrees, over the centuries they have determined the path of the people, how they think, how they act and what they do. So we have all been watching this new Pope to see what direction he would be giving their people to follow…
 
One of the things I heard him say, as I have been watching him, dealt with the ‘gay’ community, gay marriage and such. He merely said, “we still say it is wrong but we will exercise compassion with them.”
 
However, like the rising sun on a new day, there is now a movement to reopen the path of the other genders of humanity.. and in their great awakening humanity is following…
 
This is a sign that regardless of what the so called “Ruling Class” says is how it must be, the Awakening is taking place anyway.. I have seen it in other places too..
 
Whole countries no longer willing to be dependent on oil. Whole countries striving not to leave a carbon footprint..
 
People are waking up and saying we want more than what the so called “Ruling Class” is offering. We will not be bullied into submission, or told that we must just accept their rulings as our fate.
 
The Awakening is taking place and unless the so called “Ruling Class” bends to fit in, they will become broken and discarded because they are no longer serving a usefulness to an awakened society..
 
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we are gods and goddess, all of us, having taken a detour into solid bodies so that, ultimately, we could become more….

Thunder dances in my dream
July 4, 2016

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Thunder dances in my dream

calling to me

with her dancing light

opening me

to flashes of insight

Then again

Black goes the night

As I stand there pondering

the doorway opens

and I pass through

To find

it reverses its light

and changes.

And awakening I find I must

run outside

to verify

that Thunder

has been dancing in my dreams

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Giants in a world of little people
June 19, 2016

I feel so small beneath you
My feet reaching through the soil
To touch youYour song

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and takes back through time, back to the place where once you hovered in the great expanse.  Even there in your rainbow pulsing energy you looked like the beings we came to know as Trees inside our human shells.
You are beautiful and magnificent.  I feel so small beneath you..  and yet … protected by you
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Her love, like the full moon
June 18, 2016

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I am confused within my circle

Lost without her touch

She comes upon me

like the soft light of a full moon night

then fades into the darkness

of a new moon.

How many times has she sang me this song

of how she comes and goes.

I am no one special

just the light she shines upon everyone

I need to go back up  in the clouds

walk again with my Thundering Spirit

While all the while 

She holds me in the night.

Earthen Destiny and the moon

 

Guidance on my mission within this Two Spirit love
June 12, 2016

I do not know that I could complete this mission without the Earth guiding my steps and my reactions.  The human part of me would react in a way to push any discomfort out of my being, but in this new world I have found myself in the rules are so different here.  They call for a higher love  than I have experienced in my current human expression.

Butterfly Blue lead me into a place I call the Dark Forest.  It it the place inside my Two Spirit where she holds such rage for all that has happened in her world with the constant reminder that she is not like everyone else.  From the moment I entered there I got a tummy ache.  Then it felt like my head exploded (I am an empath, I think I am walking inside of her now).  I have had an Amethyst on my head all weekend because anywhere I tried to focus made me feel overwhelmed.

In the place of this rage, it is without love.  Love has no place here.  It is the total and complete emotion of protecting oneself from annihilation.   It is the Dark forest that has been built upon for all the generations that the Two Spirits have been traveling through the Time of Chaos.  The emotional body carries the signature of all the love that they have seen murdered through time, which makes it unsafe to love, all the disrespect that they have been shown because they translate the world through different eyes than most people.  It is the place inside where the rage is so strong it makes her tremble.  As I looked around there, there was no love for me there.  I could be there or I could leave.  It did not matter.  The only thing that mattered to her was to get through the rage to the other side so she could grow through the experience.  Where ever it lead her, that is the place she would go.  I could be nothing more than a song bird she once heard singing, or I could be whatever I chose to be.  There was no love inside her like we think of love and relationships growing through time..

It was difficult being there, stomach hurting, and my head feeling like it was going to explode (I never have headaches, but I got a headache) ..

Finally I decided I needed to change into something more comfortable for my passage through the Dark Forest, so I transformed into a River Song so that I could watch the energies of the collective Dark Forest from inside the Water Spirit.

We have been walking in silence for 22 days now but we have still been touching in that one place where we meet, even though there are no words spoken out loud, just tiny pictures that dance between us.  I was not going to tell her why I changed my name from Destiny loves Lakota to River Song.  I was just going to let it go where ever it went.  The Earth has already told me that she has bound me to Lakota for her healing, no matter whether we walk inside a relationship or not. (Did I tell you the Earth had me cut off my braid and send it to Lakota in 2011?  I did as I was told and the Earth said that she bound me to Lakota because I am a notorious run away when it comes to love.)

So I was not going to tell Lakota why I transformed myself into a River Song..  But then the Butterfly Blue showed up.  She danced upon my waters and bid me to say hello to Lakota and tell her why I transformed myself into River Song..  so I did..

After that I was laying in bed, with my Amethyst on my head, drifting in River Songs body when I saw a cloud formation in the sky.  It was in the shape of a Tree, and the top of the tree had been swirled to look like a crescent moon, with swirls that came out and disappeared into the blueness of the sky.  Behind the  trunk of the tree cloud a bright sun, complete with Sun rays reaching out, and evenly dispensed on both sides.. all against a blue sky.

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My first thought was, I don’t think I can paint that picture out…  so I drifted on, and looking into the Dark Forest I saw a Black Tree…  bent in a swirl, just like the Cloud…  so I drew it out…

 

This Two Spirit mission is really important..  and sacred..  But I do not think that I could complete it if I was not divinely guided by the Earth to come into this higher love..

It is so easy to get lost in the Ego, thinking it has to go one way or another.  The Ego could say well, “You tried and she broke your heart anyway.  The Ego would have me to contemplate a thousand excuses to travel on and go someplace else, and if it was up to me I would have left.

But it is the Earth who guides my steps, and she sends animal messengers to tell me what direction she needs me to travel next.

Since this new phase of the journey began 22 days ago, a blue butterfly keeps showing up to guide my journey and tell me what to do..

And 2 days ago, I was driving to work when an Eagle flew over my path.  I drove further, and in my sky I beheld a cloud in the shape of an Eagle…

I have come into a New World, into a higher form of love.  The Earth holds me and keeps me safe on this journey and keeps Lakota safe too, in this special place that the Earth has made for her healing.. and for the healing of the Two Spirits.

all my love,

a River Song

Butterflies and Eagles, Two Spirit love
June 10, 2016

It has been no easy task walking as a Two Spirit through the Time of Chaos.

I thought my life was hard, getting my innocence stolen at the age of 13 and then having the Church try to exorcise my Indian right out of me..  I cried a river of tears as I made my way back to the mission for which I was sent..

But the life of the Two Spirit, when they think so different than other people, is a hell that just continues on and on.

Something happened in my Two Spirits world that she has to pass through so she can grow…  In the first moments I tried to run away, but a butterfly blue appeared (her sister) and said I needed to travel with my Two Spirit here..  The Earth is my guide.  She sends messengers in the animal kingdom to guide me..  so I did not leave but followed the butterfly into the forest where I was taught about the XXY chromosome, and how it is a sacred part of the Creation Song.

In the passage through the Time of Chaos, that which was unique has been regarded as a defect and there has been great damage done to the Two Spirits.

They are the best of both worlds.  In my journey with her I have now discovered that when they feel a need for protection they call upon their own male energy to protect them and see them safely through the Chaos..

Inside the forest the butterfly has taken me to the place where she rages, inside the dark forest we walk in silence..  On the outside she embraces her male energy now..

There is so much to be learned from the Two Spirits, as we open the path again for them to be seen for the beauty with which they are.. and their of teaching balance.

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