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Lion and her Angel, Two Spirit love song
July 2, 2016


Drawing again… Lion and her Angel.. By Destiny with her moon in Leo… It apparently is going to rain all day today.. Believe it or not this started off to be a picture of a nature spirit hugging a waterfall.. But then I saw the Lion looking at me.. So it became a girl hugging a Lion.. Then she became an Angel…. I am really glad that peace has, like water.. soothed my spirit and I can learn to draw inside the space of this new journey

We were journeying along together, dreaming together, with me only seeing her male energy, when inside the dream I touched her..  So I said, “Inside my dream I touched you..  Oddly your body parts did not line up like one would think they would”  And that is when he told me, “I am male and female, the best of both worlds.”

Then I went into this whirl wind, like a galaxy spiraling in sacred dance I looked at every thing with our 5 year journey.  Then Sacred White Bear came and told me to also look within my dreams from long before Lakota came into my life and I would see her him them there too..

I passed through many emotions as a galaxy spiraling in sacred dance.  One of them was I did not want to dishonor her for in all the pictures I had drawn up to that time I had drawn her as a him.  So I stopped drawing so that I could come into the place where when I drew I could see her…

This Two Spirit journey

is so amazing

and natural

feeling, like the Earth.

She is the Tree

and I am the Vine

who dances

and blooms

all while being

held within

her sweet embrace.


To my Cheyenne Two Spirit
May 2, 2016

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I think of you all the time.  This Winters past the Great Spirit Bear who guides me explained to me how all my life after I set out from our Home World you came to me every night and walked with me through my dream time and as I journey through my dreamworld and look within my dreams there is always the presence of you even to the point of me seeing you as a male and seeing you as a female opening the path to our love story on this planet today, you were there guiding my steps to awaken our mission of Oneness in this life before we arrived at it.

When I was 12 I was instructed from an Indian within me to merge with the Earth in all ways..  so I did.. (It was also the first time I saw you in vision)  In 2007 I had a merging with a River who once upon a time rang strong underneath its lover a Mountain.  When the River Ouachita merged with me it touched the place where I was lonely and called up in me to sing a song I called, “Are you Lonely, yes I am”

In 2011, when we first touched in this physical life I shared that poem and it made you weep.  Back then I did not remember why the Earth was calling me to journey with you by bidding me to cut off my braid and offer my medicine to you.  I did not remember why she showed me a picture of us in the heavens, Star People holding hands.  All I knew was this was the journey I was given to walk and so I had to honor it, no matter how long the path was or how long it took you to want to hold my hand in the heavens (even as I admit I was afraid to hold you too, as every time your Lion roared I ran away, until this last time when I simply followed you) I still knew I must honor the path I was given to take to get to my mission be that whatever it was.

Even when I surrendered to the roar of the Lion this time there was still a great journey to take.  It is all very sacred to me the way it happened, the way that we were dreaming together when I just happened to mention that your body parts did not seem to line up the way I thought and you told me it was because you had been born with the divine feminine living inside you..

Over these last months you have lifted the veil of your protection to reveal to me that you are a Two Spirit..  and for that honoring I have taken a journey into the world of the Two Spirits and have discovered the many flavors of the Two Spirit world.

There is a commonality that runs between you all, that this is a world that is filled with pain and hearts that hurt that long for understanding and acceptance, to not be taunted as freaks.

In my journey into this new world I have have been watching movies.  The theme of not being accepted runs through them all.  The theme of the path needing to be opened runs through them all.  The pain hidden, but felt runs through them all.

There are things I remember in my journey with you in this life, the suicide..  the longing for the pain to end..  I remember..

I remember seeing you torn to pieces, time and time again, remember laying witness to your gentle spirit getting up and never speaking ill of anyone who ripped your heart to shreds .  I remember you trying again and again to find a love that would not tear your heart apart…

And now, every day I pray that you will know the love that is inside my heart for you walks with you through out your day, and I pray that you will not be made to suffer as this world has been so horribly cruel to the people of the Two Spirits.  Every day I pray that your spirit can feel the love inside my heart for you even though we are on separate continents..

There was a dream I was given many years before we met.  In it I found myself on the dark side of the moon, in  an observatory.  We were in a classroom and the teacher (a Maya Indian) was in front of the classroom instructing us on how to teleport.  She was instructing us to push white light out our meridian points, and then she said that at the point where our bodies became engulfed in light we were to will ourselves to the location we desired and we would appear.  With this she pushed the white light out her meridian points and when her body became engulfed in the light she disappeared and then reappeared back behind me off my shoulder..

I have never forgotten this dream.  There were others in the classroom learning the same lesson.  I watch for them to appear in this human world so that we can use the strength of each other to achieve this…


Twin Flames, Journey of a Life Time.
June 16, 2013

It could be said this is another book I wrote to him.  Not too long after meeting Lakota I began writing him a book called My Life as a Fairy Tale. setsailtoLeo It was this story of  this girl who had been taken to the Isle of the Flaming Rainbow Twin Flames Torch when a man she called the Great Lion  came and sat down beside her and began chatting with her as they gazed into fire of the Rainbow Twin Flames.   She had this ship and she sailed all across the universe with the Great Lion as her companion .. who she loved in all her adventures..

In time I told him about my memory from when I was 12 of my mate who was showing me where in his contract him and I would be hooking up again as we had both volunteered to go on missions to the Earth, when softly he asked me what he looked like when I saw him at the age of 12..  From that moment I made a gathering.  There was a book that I had written to the one who revealed himself to me ballet1when I was 12.  In 1991 I had gone through a bad divorce, the kind where a man tears a woman to shreds as he is walking out the door.  In that moment I decided that it was time for me to rewrite my life.

I did it as a prayer, a series of poems that spoke of the love that was coming and how he would feel once he arrived.  So when Lakota proclaimed himself as the one from my memory I took all those poems and put them in a book which I bound for him in ballerina slippers and mailed it to him..

This week I have been made witness to another aspect of Lakota.  This week I came into the knowledge that he is the Great Eagle from a book I wrote about him in 1994.  There is a sadness that happens to Lakota every Fathers Day, but it is not my story to tell.  Every year though, for Fathers Day I have been witness to his pain.  This year, again the sadness overwhelming him..  In his sadness I have been made witness to his rising above through the pouring out of such beautiful words.  His Great Wings spread wide in holy ceremony 570x530rising above the storm..

In 1994 I was drawing a picture of an Eagle, when suddenly I knew the Eagle I was drawing was head-dress upon her body and as I drew  her face underneath her Eagle head-dress, I saw the words, “An at the End of the Story the Dancing Bird Goddess stretches out her wings and begins her mating song.  She soars high above the clouds, aware that the Great Eagle whose eye she has caught is close behind her, but oblivious to anything else..2008yearinreveiw01d.

I wrote a book to the Great Eagle and I called it Journey to the Edge of the Precipice.  It was the story of the Dancing Bird Goddess and her journey to the Edge of the Precipice where she was going to take a leap of faith, that if she leapt from the edge of 498x475that precipice in faith and transformed herself into a Dancing Bird Goddess that the Great Eagle would be watching her and that they would mate for life…

This Twin Flame journey has been full of signs and visions.  It began about 6 months before I met Lakota when a Lakota Indian that I was meeting for the first time on his wedding day turned and sang a song to the Thunderbeings that were approaching.  In that moment the floodgates of my heart opened wide, My Kundalini activated, and my heart chakra began to sing.

The next thing that happened on my Kundalini Rainbow Twin Flame journey, happened on the day before Thanksgiving 2010.  I was driving home from work when I said I rainbow flame dancing, then right after that a second rainbow flame, Twin Rainbow Flames..  then I get down the road and a million dollar firework display..

Then my Kundalini began spinning like crazy.. then I met Lakota January of 2011..  Then I get to the day before Thanksgiving and again the million dollar fireworks display on the other side of the road.  Right after this I was coming out of Wal-Mart’s (November 6, 2011) when, for the first time in my life, I look up and there are 2 Eagles flying together.  A storm is coming, and the one,  he came straight at me until I could see the white of his head and knew I was being given a sign, 2 Eagles, Mated Ones, rising above the coming storm in the most beautiful dance…

and here I am, watching Lakota in his pain over Fathers Day when he began sending me so many beautiful words, rising above the storm.  Then yesterday, I had that happening where while I was driving back from the store near where the Eagles live I became aware of an Angel inside the clouds traveling with me on my journey..  I took a bunch of pictures and when I got home I saw it was my Lakota Angel, born in year of the Dragon under the sign of Leo…  and flying above their heads, the Great Eagle from my book journey to the Edge of the Precipice that I wrote him in 1994…

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Water Prayer
April 11, 2013

Today is the 11th of the month..  It is the day Dr Emoto has chosen to make a collective water prayer to the water….  Join us if you will in making a prayer to the Water today……

Hidden messages in water

I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. You are so beautiful.. I am thankful for your presence in our lives. We need you. We love you.. We honor you. Thank you

Loreena McKennitt – Dante’s Prayer


Water Prayer today on anniversary of Tsunami
March 11, 2013

Shirailo.No.Taki Falls water crystal

Today marks the 2 year anniversary of the Tsunami that devastated Japan and caused damage of their nuclear reactors.  Dr Emoto is calling for a worldwide prayer, which as I write this took place some 6 hours ago as I lay sleeping.  Japan is 14 hours ahead in time from I am, so even though I did not participate at the time, I have been diligent this morning in sending out the word so that others may join.

Here  is a link to Dr Emoto’s testimony:

This is the prayer he is asking we say today:

“To the victims lost in the oceans and to the water in Pacific Ocean which has suffered radioactive contamination from the nuclear accident in Fukushima.
“I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you and I love you.” (Repeat 3 times)”
Here is a link to how the frozen water crystals are photographed:
And here is a video to how prayer works, on water and on humans:

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July 25, 2012

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