A Higher View, from the book “Life as a Planet”

February 19, 2015 - Leave a Response

Many times my visions are more like portals that I can, at any time look through.  They are stories that I can see that my knowledge of progresses through time..

One of them involves ‘forgiveness’ on my home world.  it was not like it is here.  On my home world when one of the inhabitants of the planet does something to strike out against a member of our Tribe, forgiveness is that we go merge with that inhabitant (for example the snake) so we take on the form of a snake and go live in the snake community until we understand (for example) that by walking between a snake and her babies she will strike out at you.  And this deep understanding is what we call forgiveness.

Further down through time, (in my early 30’s) I see marauders galloping towards us.  I see all of our Indian Village in our passage through the sky.  And I see the surrounding Tribes in their passage through the sky as different Villages.

I see the marauders tearing through the Villages, galloping towards us until at last one of them penetrates my atmosphere and I become pregnant with his child..

Further down through time, in 2003, I am about to give birth to his child.  I am still young and he has grown old, is on his death bed and his embers are burning out.

I am staring, with slight resentment at an old wound he left upon my arm, rubbing it.  Then upon the light of the moon, my mother flapping her wings as she settles into human form comes to me and says, “It is now time to do the Healing Remnants of Past Wounds Ceremony”

With this I am taken into vision that last 3 months, walking through my human body, and watching the Ceremony take place there in that world until at last I find myself in the pains of giving birth and feeling a great rift coming between 2 sisters I scream out in pain.

2 moons dream 1Then my mother, and my grandmother are between my legs with my grandmother slightly off to the side.  She is peering down intently upon the Grand Canyon that is forming through this rift…  Then she sort of laughs and says, “Oh it is a stretch mark, and only a teeny one at that”

With that I am seeing through her eyes a little teeny 1 inch stretch mark has formed upon my pregnant tummy..  And upon realizing that we could see through each others eyes, I was taken back to the place of a dream in which my human body was dreaming a man was chasing her and trying to kill her.  Then an ancient tree spirit appeared in the dream and said “you are interpreting your whole life wrong.  This is not about someone is trying to kill you.  This journey is your Cha Chee To Wah, your Rite of Passage.  Then she showed my human self the road ahead, and the road lead me to a place that was covered in star dust, covered by a veil that was guarded so only those allowed were admitted…

and as I am laying there, about to give birth to a new world, looking through my Grandmothers eyes I realize that we are a planet with our Star and moons and other planets we are a Village, a Tribe…  and the surrounding Villages that I could see so clearly as different Tribes.. they are like us with their Suns and moons and circle of planets

Earthen destiny


Kundalini and the Twin Flame Journey.. introducing OBE to the mix

January 18, 2015 - Leave a Response

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My Twin Flame is an OOBE’er..  That is his path and I have been aware of it since the beginning of our reconnection in this life..

I myself haven’t thought much about OBE.  In my youth I studied under Jane Roberts and Robert Monroe when I was doing exercises to become awake inside my dream world.  But it was totally different.  That was because there was a person I met in my dreams in my youth I wanted to find again because I wanted to know who she was to me that she would travel into my dream state to teach me to ride a bike.

My Twin Flame lives on another continent and he has he own work to do, while I have my work here.  I do not know that we are scheduled to be physically together in this life.  There is a possibility that we have a higher work this time that requires we live on different continents..

There is a man who caught my attention recently because he is very open about sharing his OBE experiences.  I have learned a lot from him about what an OOBE’r experiences, and in learning I find myself being drawn in a little deeper each time.

Then I dreamed that I woke up inside my dream and thought, “Wow, I am awake inside my dream (versus trying to pull pieces of the dreams out with me.)  I thought, “hmmmm, I wonder where I should go now that I am conscious” walked across the room and disappeared through the wall.  At which time I found myself back asleep and no longer conscious that I was awake in the dream.

It feels like I have been guided to the next stage of my growth.  That I am right where I am supposed to be.

Years ago I dreamed I was in a classroom on the dark side of the moon.  It is a half moon shaped observatory and we go there for classes.  There was a Maya teacher there, in the dream, and she was having us to push white light out our meridian points.  We were getting lit.  She was at the front of the room and much more lit than we.

As she talked, instructing us to push the light out our meridians she began to become engulfed in white light.  Then she said, “and when you become completely lit, that is the time you are to project where you want to go..”

With this she materialized back behind my shoulder.. “and teleport” she whispered in my ear.

Between this, my Kundalini spinning, vibrating, feeling lit .. our Twin Flame journey.. and this pathway opening up to OBE, I am feeling as if I am arriving at a shift within my journey..



Kundalini, full body beam of light ~update

January 13, 2015 - Leave a Response

The other day in my Kundalini journey…

the Twin Flame journey is like none other.  Since the love has been purified within me I can walk with confidence no longer plagued with insecurity and worrying about where the path will go.

My Twin Flame lives on a different continent, has a light work that he is performing, while I, in a seemingly different world, have a light work I am doing on my continent.

It is like this great peace has entered us both in the knowledge that, amongst the millions of people on a planet this size we managed to find each other again and create it in the most spectacular fairy tale story.

We do not write each other every day, although he is always on my mind.. and I can feel my presence walking with him daily..

So the other day he wrote me how calming he has felt in the knowledge that we have found each other again..  so I was thinking about him while I was eating supper..  and within my Kundalini a beam of sparkling light came forth, from the Earth, all the way through my body and out my head it went…  and it felt like I was glowing..

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Kundalini Awakening

January 11, 2015 - Leave a Response

There are many different expressions of Kundalini awakening.  I found this piece on it and wanted to share it.. in case it helps …


Kundalini Awakening.

Planet dreams, the arrival of the Tuber babies

December 27, 2014 - Leave a Response
When I was 12 I found myself staring into the face of a flower when a portal opened up and I found myself staring into the face of a beautiful Indian woman. she came and instructed me, that in every way I was to merge with the Earth…So in my dream this morning I had to go to class, and while I was there thetubers eye teacher handed me a flat of babies wrapped in blankets and asked me if I could take care of them…

… later in the dream I found I was carrying around a flat of flowers and thinking I really needed to get them in the ground,  So I dug up tuber babies Jerusalem-artichoke-tuber-001some garden space and was trying to plant them, It was hard to find their roots to place them in the soil so I kind of picked up the flowers and looked beneath them and saw that they were tubers…. wrapped in blankets just like the babies I had been given earlier…  as a matter of fact, I think they were the babies I had been given earlier..


We are mystical magical beings, work of arts in progress..  We are the ones Tuber dream 51D9oCa0YmLof old who the most sacred of stories were told, who later appeared in the songs and legends the Tribes sung about…  A transformation is taking place within me and it is showing up in my dreams..  I am being prepared to take my consciousness into being a life sustaining planet…  I am feeling that is why the horses appeared as children..  and these babies were actually plants..

There is a vision from a long time ago, in my 20’s,  when I was receiving the ‘forgiveness’ instructions..  I remember our Village and how we moved in our work..  remember how we could take our consciousness and talk to anyone in our Village, how I was an Earth, and my mother a Moon (controlling my ebb and flow, instructing me on the ebb and flow..

I remember looking out and seeing other Villages going about their daily business..  Then came the ‘marauders’ blazing through our sky, and burning through my atmosphere, I was impregnated..

In my youth I thought this was a most horrible fate..  but in my dreams, since being told that I had arrived at my Destiny..  it feels like these dreams are saying that in the place where I had my consciousness as a planet…  Crystal People are with me… and the Horse Children have arrived and the Tuber Babies are growing..

It is possible for planets to take human form…  and dream of what is taking place upon their Earthen bodies in their absence..

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the Dance of Change

December 7, 2014 - Leave a Response

I look at this fog and see beauty..  and I see that a great change has come over me..  years ago I could see no value in the fog.  It was an inconvenience upon my path and I would drearily trudge along through while missing the beauty of the suns light..

Then I had a dream that lead me down a new path..  sometimes we can have dreams and it is only later that we realize that pivotal moment changed everything..  that dream it was that dream that brought me to a new way of seeing..

In the dream I found myself..  and found that we are the people who live inside the clouds..  We are conscious people walking around having whole stories outside the ‘human’ timeline..  Sometimes we descend down upon the Earth to take a walk about amongst the ‘humans’….  some of them are able to see us … so we talk to them..  sometimes we incarnate into a human body…

So here I stand, in this place now, and when the fog descends..  I dance..


as One, the light of pure love grows stonger, the Twin Flame journey

November 20, 2014 - 2 Responses

I am with my Twin Flame now, and it is a love different than any I have ever known (as far as being human goes) …  we are both lightworkers here with a job to do, living on 2 different continents.  He is a Walk In, and came onto the planet Earth when the one whose body he occupies committed suicide.  Being a Walk In is a hard journey as they become tied to the emotional body of the one who left..  When we came together in this life he was truly in the dark night of the soul, suffering hard..  I would have ran away but the Earth is the one who instructs me and she instructed me on every single encounter with him until, at last he found his memory of us.. before that he said that there was something about my song that called to him, why he always came back when the Earth would tell me to sing my song to him..

Now we are together and this is a very different kind of love.  He lives in another country.  It is the place where he is doing his lightwork..  I live in this country.  It is the place of my light work..  We recognize that we could find comfort in a human body close by and still hold the knowledge that whatever we experience in our human bodies could be likened unto the ingredients that blend together to make the greater whole..  It is as if our higher selves are reaching through the denseness of this 3 dimension world of humans and lights hold hands through us…  This love is far greater then any I formerly could humanly conceive..  It has nothing to do with jealousy.  That is a lower vibration that we have rose above..

He has his work and I have mine.. and everything in between are parts of the greater whole headed for a journey of our reuniting…

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The purification within the Kundalini journey

October 27, 2014 - Leave a Response

This Kundalini / and / Twin Flame journey is going wonderfully..  One second (last year) I was up to my heart chakra and then it seemed I moved to my crown chakra..

Remembering when I had the big release through my heart chakra, it was crown 2intense like that and what I could see when it was happening was a huge galaxy on the top of my head accompanied by a big headache..

It was a little freaky, as suddenly I could hear the sound of a thousand crystal beings all talking at once, and I became extremely sensitive to all sound. I had to throw myself in bed and sleep..

This journey is a purification process.  I am not the same person I was when I began this journey.  I can see so much difference now.  I used to be very jealous (not insanely jealous, mind you, but I had jealousy issues)  And I used to feel a need to control.  If I talked to a guy it was for one purpose, to get from point A to point B and have some kind of mating with him, so unless I was looking for some release I would not make friends with a guy.

There is much purification that takes place within the Kundalini journey..  to me when the spinning is going on I can see something that looks like a universe within me and it could be compared to something that looks like in the area of the sacred V, there  is a black hole spinning whose power is so strong that it is pulling the impurities out of me and transforming them into something else..

I remember one time a beautiful little galaxy had been spinning off to the side of my tummy.. and then one day I just watched as it got sucked down the heart chakra 3black whole..  but it was with that one that I realized that I had come into a purification process in the Kundalini..

After that it moved up into my heart chakra and that was a multi dimensional experience, with first the out pouring of my heart like a beam of light..  and then, sometime later, I experienced it as a lotus light flower upon my heart..  Then an intense huge bubble of energy pushed its way out my heart chakra purifying love within me.  After that love felt very different than it had before..  This love is pure, as it was in the beginning without jealousy, without fear, without resentment, just pure love.

Then my crown Chakra opened and released.  And in there I found another new journey begin its unfolding.  There was a guy who was following me and in his following I noticed that we shared an Egyptian connection, so in the Indian way I asked him for a friendship dance..

It is hard to describe how different this new love is going forward.  This is the first time I have made a friendship without an expectation, or based upon the end result of finding a mating partner or throw them in the trash when the expectation was not met.


This is a new love.  And it is an energy that goes forward.  With anyone from my past I do not seem to need to make the new love, just learn and explore this path in the new form.


I have this new friend and he offers his medicine which I accept.  In the beginning when he said he was offering his medicine I had this whole dilemma with it.  I am a girl on a mission, giving my all to my mission..  his offering meant that I would have to accept something back, which I am not used to and, frank fully, I had no idea how to a gracious receiver..


So I went to the Earth and asked her how to receive this medicine.  She reminded me that I am the mouth of a River on the new world we are creating, my whole song pours out of me.. and creates a river in the future…


She showed me a picture of a man standing in river making an offering, reminding me of a journey I once took to a River named Ouachita..  In that journey I merged with the River and he sang me a song about mountain who he used to run strong beneath her. He had told me how the hu mans had made explosions upon her body and had made cave in, how now his water ran less strong beneath her body and how bad she was missing him.  He bid me to take stones from his body and go lay them in the places where his waters used to spring up out of her..

So I did, and after that the water began speaking to me..

She said I was to express my gratitude for his medicine by being like the living stream of water running beside him…






Frog messages

October 9, 2014 - Leave a Response

Last time Frog showed up I was living in a house of transformation..  Feathers were being gifted from the heavens and in my dreams… the Ancestors showed up and told me I was Indian (my family was one who hid their Indian heritage because of events and pressures)… it was a time of great transformation for me (One summer in that house there were so many frogs in the yard I had to mow very slowly so they could jump out of the way as I was mowing.)  there were portal opening, Deer migrated through the yard, it was a great time of transformation..
The place where I live now, this the second frog sighting.. the first one was on the truck at Golden Coral.. and this one next to the bath tub we call our imaginary ocean (because it is so big) and we play like we are mermaids swimming in the ocean..

Apparently I am under the protection/medicine/message of the Frog now…  I am excited as I remember the time of transformation that took place last time Frog lived with me….



and here I am, in the time of purification as the Kundalini rises to the Throat Chakra…

Kundalini and the Twin Flame journey, touching pure love

October 7, 2014 - Leave a Response


never in my wildest human dreams did I know that love would feel like this in its pure state of being..  it is love that transcends this human expression, love that says we are eternally bound together, and everything that we do within our human forms translates to our spirit body in a deeply spiritual way…

All of the past and all of the present, and everything we still are to touch while in these human forms even if they take us apart from each other for a ‘time’ will be a part of the bigger story that is us in our pure spirit form, countless the winds have blown and we merged with countless beings to watch them pass through us, and feel their lingering colors…

I had a dream, within my Kundalini journey that I was with my Twin Flame when my whole body became lit..

It reminds me of the beginning of our physical reunion in this life..  how there was this moment when I saw through time, my hand was cradled in his..  Then the Earth screamed out to me to seal the journey I must cut off my hair and make it a medicine journey….  everything changed because of that as the journey took on the flavor of unconditional love..  while him and I bounced countless times away from each other….

Then at precisely the right moment his sister would show up and pull us back together..

It is this knowledge that pure love works this way when it comes to our Twin Flames…  always pulling us back together after the moments when our human emotions would pull us apart..



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