Archive for December, 2013

Days of the Dragon
December 30, 2013

The strange thing is, it is not the year of the Dragon…  but I am passing through a time of Dragons..  where when I look at pictures I am seeing dragons alot, there is another picture I did not save..  but I am wondering if another Dragon Stone is coming my way….

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Dragon times 02 Dragon Falls







My Dragon Stone, he sleeps beside me… by the way, I love dragons.. always have.. I have memories of riding the Great Dragon who was my protector. 

dragon dream

Kundalini update.. day 1269 into the journey
December 29, 2013

My kundalini has been spinning solid for 7 hours now…..  I am feeling lovely..  and lit..  


I think about how the Earth told me that this is the journey I agreed to take to assist her.. and him..

in their ascension back into a body that is not so solid..  

as once upon a time a girl could fall in love with a thunder being and marry him..  

and this is the journey we are traveling back to..

as we write the calendar for the next great circle around the central sun…

Stone people ~and the Higher Self
December 28, 2013

Seeing through their eyes in my dreams.. the stone people .. makes me ponder a deeper thought…  For those of us who walk this way we know that beyond these human bodies lies our Higher Selves, and this life we are living is but a tiny fragment of our greater whole who is capable of seeing us in every single life we are living simultaneously…

In my dreams, it seems the stone people are telling me that they too are like that, that when they travel as seed pods so too does their Higher Self travel with them…

Stone people dreaming me ~a seed pod dream
December 27, 2013

I am on the same quest I have been on since I was 12 when I received the instructions that I was to merge with the Earth in all ways.

Somehow we have come into a journey through caves, to looking through the eyes of the Stone People.  They speak to me through my dreams..seed pod dream 1

Yesterday some more came to live with me, and they instantly began talking to me through a series of dreams that lasted all night…  I was dreaming I was at home, inside the cave, Which I knew I was inside the cave because when I came to the 2 cave entrances I took the one on the left.  All was going as expected when all of a sudden a man on his chariot comes flying through and we all scatter away from him..

Then I find myself in another dream that is action packed an involves a man who is running.  Suddenly he jumps upon his chariot and races away from us.  I follow him as he is kind of blazing a trail when he comes to the edge of the cave.  It has a feel that is equivalent to when we believed that the world was flat and if you went to the edge you would just fall off.  He shot out the cave hole and the only thing to catch him was the clouds he was passing through…  But wait!  He is traveling forward with such strength and such gusto that he makes it to the other side, which I discover is the seed pod dream 2entrance to my cave, to the one I entered into in the first dream.. and this time when he pushed through, riding on his chariot I am in a space down below, and looking up I recognize I already dreamed this…. and that I was being shown where he came from how he came to be in our world..

Later, I found myself in another dream, seemed this one must have been a crystal cluster dream.  There was this guy and he seemed rather attracted to me.  Kept hanging really close and it seemed he was convinced that it was our destiny to be held together in an intimate way.

I was feeling rather shy about it in the beginning.  Then when I finally consented to our being held together in an intimate way I gave him a green card that signaled I would be with him in an intimate way.  Our houses were next door to each other so he took me into his house, to the place where the silver metal (lithium?) ran beneath the water.  It was picture perfect and clean.

Suddenly there was a noise outside.  He disappeared, to go do something and I found myself back in my room that was now adjoining his room.  Then his parents walk through the door and sense I have been there.  So they come over to my door and come into my space as I am standing in the place where the silver metal runs beneath the water.. I tell them that him and I have joined together, but I am thinking, “You live with your parents?”  ….   LOL   ….

Later, I arrive at another dream.  We are astronauts and are getting ready to go on a mission.  When I come into the dream we are taking our places in the space pod, the 4 of us, like in the dream before.  Now I realize that they are not really his parents, but our comrades.  (perhaps what would be expressed as our higher selves traveling with us as companions would..  They go every where with us.)

We seem to be strapped in for take off, but right after that I kind of break free and am floating around inside the space pod, bumping into him so that he too becomes not held so tight within the space pod..

I am feeling very happy as I float around, touching softly against him, loosening him so that he is not so attached to the pod.  I have this feeling of eternal love and joy inside of me, this feeling that even if I was to become separate from the pod and fly off to some distant land to make the new happening I was sent to create (as I feel like I am a seed pod) …  I have this feeling of joy inside of me that where ever I end up. Where ever I plant my seed is the exact place I am supposed to be…  Now I am flying free inside the space pod..  and he is watching me… Softly I bump into him and watch our spark…

my Dragon dreams me
December 22, 2013

dragon dream

I woke up finding myself in a dream in which the most delightful dragon was walking and talking with me…  He was very cool..


So I get up thinking about the delight I felt over this dragon walking with me…  and when the mail man came he dropped off a package..  and it was this stone…. and it made me think that this dragon stone was dreaming me…  and it says a lot more than that..  I watched this stone for many days before I decided I needed to bring it home with me..  so the fact that he dreamed me the night before he arrived says he has been feeling me…

Kundalini update ~dance of love
December 22, 2013

Kundalini feeling so yummilicious

This morning my Kundalini was so pretty..  I love the morning Kundalini experiences, when I am awakened from my sleep to feel as though a river of light and love is flowing through me, touching me as if love has found me and holding me and caressing me..  and making love..  This mornings Kundalini was so pretty, I felt  love was so close, beside me, inside me, I am having a hard time finding the words to say how it felt outside of my body with me pressing up against it, tummy to tummy, skin on skin, like love was holding me close…  It was so pretty and lasted for a very long time, and then in sweet contentment I feel back asleep feeling like love was right there beside me, inside me, holding me so tenderly making me feel so yummylicious…

The Beauty of the All Around .. lets all be conscious creators
December 20, 2013

When I was watching this little movie I was thinking, ‘wow what a conscious creator’  There are many who remember when we were Merpeople…  and in our journey of writing the calendar for the next great circle around the central suns, we are naturally going to be writing the merpeople back in…so in the beginning of watching this I was thinking how much love and dedication the people who are writing the mermaids back in have to create these suits..

And then the movie travels to the world today, fish washing up dead..  and the movie became the song of a conscious creator..  I hope you enjoy it

Ballerina Snowflakes
December 20, 2013

ballerina snowflakes


I am not done decorating our space at work… and already I have friends outside this space clamoring, “I want one.”  LOL….

I found it here:

Once I found this I knew I wanted to make them.. years ago, into my vision came a pretty ballerina..  I was driving down the road when she appeared on my dashboard and began dancing.  For some months, every time I played music she would appear and dance.  She was miniature, like doll sized…..  the last time I saw her I was at the grocery store, the music was playing, I was singing and when I came around the aisle, there at the end of the aisle she stood, life-size, and there she dance for me..

Years later on my journey the Earth told me that she came to initiate and activation inside my codes..


Looking at this picture reminds me of a dream I had once.  It was a castle dream in which we were cleaning the castle, but it was in very slow dream like motion..  Over head was like a beam of light shining down from something that looked like a space ship.  It was spinning and moving slowly until at last it was over one of the girls..

It stopped there and beamed its light upon her.  The she awoke and began to dance..  with this the beam of light moved to the next girl and stopped over her head..  and again she awoke and began to dance..

Over and over I watched this happened, the light beaming down, the awakening.. and the dance… until at last the beam of light shown upon me.. and I awoke and began to dance…

~life as a planet
December 18, 2013

As a Native American it is our way to follow our dreams and visions.  And through time, when I look at them (the visions and dreams that I am given) they appear like streams of roadways that all intersect at different levels within me … like a greater map of which I in this current life am a part of.

One of the paths I have been following since my youth had its intersecting point within a sexual molestation that happened when I was 13

which was followed some 2 years later by a man in a dirty white robe bearing a cross trying to extract the Indian from within me.

(The Indian who was within me had traveled a long ways inter-dimensionally to teach me how to walk in a sacred manner through the world of solid.)

From the molestation it was as if something exploded within me that caused a shock wave and

when the dust began to settle some 17 years later my whole world had changed.

Sometime in the span of what was and what I would become there  came a vision in which I could see my Tribe

and our movements across our space, that had the appearance to me as being land.

And as I looked around I could see the surrounding Tribes, each wearing different attire that matched who they were as a people.

Each tribe, like a family I could see them walking about in their daily movements across a space that appeared like land to me some distance away across the heavens.

There was a whole story that went with this world I could see myself coming from.

We had a way of being that was different than it was here on Earth as a human being.

It had to do with forgiveness.  In our Tribe forgiveness was different.

We would go on walk abouts, and there would be other life forms that cohabitated within our Tribe as we walked about.

The main one I remember was the snake from the time I had been bitten by it. It was from the snake bite that I had learned what forgiveness was about.

Now, when one was on a walk-about and they got bitten by a snake,

our instructions were to place our consciousness within the snake family

and live with them as one of them until we understood why we had been bit.

(we were shape shifters and this was normal to us).

So we would place our consciousness within the Snake Clan until we understood

what action we had committed that had caused them to bite us.  .  .

for example, if we moved our body between a snake and its babies, the snake would bite us…

and the knowledge of how this worked was known as forgiveness,

and this forgiveness brought us into a place of peace.

My dreams and visions spanning the intersecting points last for years within the human time frame.

I first learned the story of what forgiveness looked like to us

long before seeing the time when marauders came galloping at us bearing their crosses.

When the marauders came galloping in on their horses I could see them

first off in the distance pillaging the other Villages, raping the woman, killing the children, men, and old ones.

And galloping on as if they were on an unstoppable mission

 they came towards us repeating their moves through the next Village over..

And then they were upon our Village, raping our women, killing our children, our men and old ones.

We were helpless against them for while we were a peaceful Tribe moving gently through the Universe,

they were galloping full speed through us, obliterating members of our Tribe and members of surrounding Tribes..

When the dust cleared I found I had been penetrated by one of marauders,

 and as I said, forgiveness for us was in merging with the one who had hurt us, who had done this to me.

 I had to merge with him so that I could understand what actions of ours had been perceived as a threat to their world that they had done this to us…

From here I passed through some rocky debris

to discover that in my human life I was one messed up person over all that had transpire.

In the course of this, I was given a word, Cha Chee To Wah.

It kept whispering itself to me across the wind.

I did not know what the word meant until a few months later

I found myself in a dream in which I was running in fear of the man who was chasing me

because I was convinced that once he caught me it was his mission to take my life..

Inside the dream an Ancient Tree Spirit appeared and told me that I Rite of Passage AncientTreeSpirit 2was interpreting my dream and my whole human life wrong.

She told me that I had come to inhabit Earth as a part of my Cha chee To Wah,

as a part of my Rite of Passage and that even though the road behind and in front of me looked bleak,

that at the end of the road I would find myself again in the place that felt like home

because this Earth journey was my Rite of Passage, and it was a journey I had agreed to take.

In human time the span of the vision stretched out until one day,

as the one who molested me lay on his death bed

I found myself again upon the planet where the marauders had passed through.

I had merged with him and married the marauder who had raped me when he penetrated me.

And while I was still very young, he had grown old and was laying upon his death bed.

As I sat nearby with my back towards him

I found myself staring at one of the scars he had left upon my body with some bitterness.

About that time I heard the gentle flapping of wings

and turned to see

upon the light of a full moon rising

my mother

folding her wings

and lighting upon the ground

she came to me and touching the scar upon my arm she said to me,

“It is time to begin the Healing of the Remnants of Past Wounds Ceremony.”

With this I was taken into the Ceremony in which I was given the instructions

that the path I was to follow was the one in which

I was to take to him a bridge that he might

pass over into the great beyond.

This journey had to do with forgiveness,

to see his journey on the larger scale,

to understand his greater purpose in my life,

and meditate upon what he had given me with the molestation..

Right after I came to peace with all of that that,

I was ready to take him the Bridge so that he could cross over,

and once he did I found myself in another story line that was about

2 sisters and the rift that came between them in his passing.

One sister had stayed and one sister had left,

and in the place where they came back together for his burial

a rift formed between them.

In a frantic moment I found myself standing between them

in a rift that looked so large that it had the appearance of being a Grand Canyon.

I became frantic over the rift that was forming

and as I screamed out in pain over the immensity of the rift that was forming

I found myself back in the place where my mother had instructed me that

it was time to perform the Healing Remnants of Past Wounds Ceremony.

I was standing in the center of the rift feeling very small,

for to me it looked as though I was standing in the Grand Canyon.2 moons dream 1

As I cried to my mother over the rift that was forming,

my grandmother appeared

and peering down intently I heard her say with great affection,

“Oh it is just a stretch mark, and a very small one at that.”

With that I found myself staring down at myself through her eyes,

and saw that my tummy was swollen with the new life

the marauder had placed within my body

and that I was about to give birth…

and I realized that I was a planet..

In the years that followed the human existence of paralleling worlds

I began to understand that I was a planet who had come to study

under the Earth as a part of my Rite of Passage

because she/he/them (the 2 who walk as One) is a life sustaining planet.

For those who read my writings it can be marked

by my writings shifting to talking about

how we need to recognize and protect a life sustaining planet

for it is a holy and sacred journey

to become a love large enough to support a multitude of life forms.

After Lakota came along and searched to see where we came from he said that we came from Andromeda.

He also said that he believed that the Milky Way and Andromeda had already collided and passed through each other…

I agreed with him because this is what my journey has shown me..

through the marauders..

In the passage of time, since discovering that I was a planet

who came to Earth to study under herdream too

I came to the journey of Comet Ison and began exploring

what is now believed about the world that surrounds the Earth

and have discovered the larger movements of

the world of Galaxies, Stars, Constellations’, Comets, and Asteroids

through the heavens and their affect on the world that surrounds us.

I have watched a comet called Ison sail across the sky,

with its tail that reminds me of the snake from the vision from years ago,

and came to realize the ‘Sacred Snake was on a journey to its birthing ground,

which gave the appearance to the Astronomers would think of as breaking up,

but really it came to release its seeds which carry new life..

And just before I decided to write this piece I started watching this

and all of a sudden I realized that what I had saw

as the marauders riding on their great horses

that came through and pillaged our village and the surrounding villages

were 2 galaxies colliding and passing through each other..

and the one that I saw as raping me,

and impregnating me with his seed to form a new world within my womb

would be like a meterorite, asteroid or like that from the effect of 2 galaxies colliding..

For Native Americans, and others of the Indigenous Tribes

it is our way to see life forms in everything..

to dream a comet is a woman.. or man..

to see Asteroids as men on horses

pillaging our Village and the surrounding Villages

is the way we see what happens around us.

In the great mystery of life as a human on Earth

who began having visions at the age of 9

which lead to me being told that

all of this journey was a Rite of Passage,

that in the place I come from

I am in the process of becoming a life sustaining planet

who has already been implanted with the seed of the ‘humanoid’ life form ..

and here I am being made witness to the final stages of what it entails to be a life sustaining planet,

watching the sleepers destroy the planet, while her love remains ever unconditional…

watching how the light family has been sent in to turn the wheels of change and write the new world into being….

while another part of myself too is here for the purpose of assisting

the raising of her/his vibration to one that is not so heavy and solid

to fulfill the prophecy of the Indigenous Peoples, that

as it was in the beginning, so shall it be in the end..

and it was beautiful

Are you strong enough to be my man?
December 17, 2013


Sheryl Crow