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Twin Flame Unions
May 23, 2018

052318 twin flame union


I am a 5th Dimensional dweller, keeper of the birth of a new way of thinking, new ways of perceiving, opening new paths I look out with new eyes.. and accept new concepts into my world view..

Long has this journey been (in my current life with this back having gotten injured in 1984, with the white dr saying “We will have to put you on pain pills for the rest of your life” … while I refused to surrender to that reality ..

Most of what I share it is inside me, through vision and dream I move forward and grow, but the time has come for me to look to others who understand more about where I have arrived (5th dimension) and then form my concepts from what I see as I explore concepts I have not focused on before.

The place where I have found myself deal with a world in which there are 12 different realities I am living in all at once, and the fact that reason I have not found true healing for my aches and pains has to do with the fact that the original injury took place in another me living on a separate time line.

Anyway I am willing to look in this direction for healing.. so there is a class, in Espavo, the Group that is designed to open the path to the other dimensions of me. Normally would not take these classes because they are expensive, but as I get older and find this human body feeling like it is in a rapid descendsion of decay, like my parts are breaking, I have decided that I am willing to pay this price (200.00) for these seed activation’s to open the path to so that I can look for healing in this direction…

So this morning I woke up inside my dream and I and my Twin Flame (who lives on a separate continent) were walking together down a path. Between us was the portal and I could see that within the portal we we were holding hands as we walked.

Then the Ancients who guide my path opened up an image within my mind of a poem I wrote to my Twin Flame in 2003 about how in the places where I am weaker they are strong and in the places where they are weak I am stronger, so that together we were stronger than we were when we were not together.

then the Ancients said that in taking this class that the healing would travel to both of us, not just me, but to both of us…  We both would benefit from my exploration into this new concept…

and with this I have realized that even though my Two Spirit love and I live on separate continents, and are currently making a silent passage through time, only touching in dreams and small moments of time in space between that it is possible to achieve  Twin Flame Union even when living on separate continents…  even if our missions placed us on separate planets we would still be able to achieve Twin Flame Union..  In our dreamtime we are always together…. always connected…

Lion and her Angel, Two Spirit love song
July 2, 2016


Drawing again… Lion and her Angel.. By Destiny with her moon in Leo… It apparently is going to rain all day today.. Believe it or not this started off to be a picture of a nature spirit hugging a waterfall.. But then I saw the Lion looking at me.. So it became a girl hugging a Lion.. Then she became an Angel…. I am really glad that peace has, like water.. soothed my spirit and I can learn to draw inside the space of this new journey

We were journeying along together, dreaming together, with me only seeing her male energy, when inside the dream I touched her..  So I said, “Inside my dream I touched you..  Oddly your body parts did not line up like one would think they would”  And that is when he told me, “I am male and female, the best of both worlds.”

Then I went into this whirl wind, like a galaxy spiraling in sacred dance I looked at every thing with our 5 year journey.  Then Sacred White Bear came and told me to also look within my dreams from long before Lakota came into my life and I would see her him them there too..

I passed through many emotions as a galaxy spiraling in sacred dance.  One of them was I did not want to dishonor her for in all the pictures I had drawn up to that time I had drawn her as a him.  So I stopped drawing so that I could come into the place where when I drew I could see her…

This Two Spirit journey

is so amazing

and natural

feeling, like the Earth.

She is the Tree

and I am the Vine

who dances

and blooms

all while being

held within

her sweet embrace.


Guidance on my mission within this Two Spirit love
June 12, 2016

I do not know that I could complete this mission without the Earth guiding my steps and my reactions.  The human part of me would react in a way to push any discomfort out of my being, but in this new world I have found myself in the rules are so different here.  They call for a higher love  than I have experienced in my current human expression.

Butterfly Blue lead me into a place I call the Dark Forest.  It it the place inside my Two Spirit where she holds such rage for all that has happened in her world with the constant reminder that she is not like everyone else.  From the moment I entered there I got a tummy ache.  Then it felt like my head exploded (I am an empath, I think I am walking inside of her now).  I have had an Amethyst on my head all weekend because anywhere I tried to focus made me feel overwhelmed.

In the place of this rage, it is without love.  Love has no place here.  It is the total and complete emotion of protecting oneself from annihilation.   It is the Dark forest that has been built upon for all the generations that the Two Spirits have been traveling through the Time of Chaos.  The emotional body carries the signature of all the love that they have seen murdered through time, which makes it unsafe to love, all the disrespect that they have been shown because they translate the world through different eyes than most people.  It is the place inside where the rage is so strong it makes her tremble.  As I looked around there, there was no love for me there.  I could be there or I could leave.  It did not matter.  The only thing that mattered to her was to get through the rage to the other side so she could grow through the experience.  Where ever it lead her, that is the place she would go.  I could be nothing more than a song bird she once heard singing, or I could be whatever I chose to be.  There was no love inside her like we think of love and relationships growing through time..

It was difficult being there, stomach hurting, and my head feeling like it was going to explode (I never have headaches, but I got a headache) ..

Finally I decided I needed to change into something more comfortable for my passage through the Dark Forest, so I transformed into a River Song so that I could watch the energies of the collective Dark Forest from inside the Water Spirit.

We have been walking in silence for 22 days now but we have still been touching in that one place where we meet, even though there are no words spoken out loud, just tiny pictures that dance between us.  I was not going to tell her why I changed my name from Destiny loves Lakota to River Song.  I was just going to let it go where ever it went.  The Earth has already told me that she has bound me to Lakota for her healing, no matter whether we walk inside a relationship or not. (Did I tell you the Earth had me cut off my braid and send it to Lakota in 2011?  I did as I was told and the Earth said that she bound me to Lakota because I am a notorious run away when it comes to love.)

So I was not going to tell Lakota why I transformed myself into a River Song..  But then the Butterfly Blue showed up.  She danced upon my waters and bid me to say hello to Lakota and tell her why I transformed myself into River Song..  so I did..

After that I was laying in bed, with my Amethyst on my head, drifting in River Songs body when I saw a cloud formation in the sky.  It was in the shape of a Tree, and the top of the tree had been swirled to look like a crescent moon, with swirls that came out and disappeared into the blueness of the sky.  Behind the  trunk of the tree cloud a bright sun, complete with Sun rays reaching out, and evenly dispensed on both sides.. all against a blue sky.

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I Dream in Tarot Cards, art by Destiny

My first thought was, I don’t think I can paint that picture out…  so I drifted on, and looking into the Dark Forest I saw a Black Tree…  bent in a swirl, just like the Cloud…  so I drew it out…


This Two Spirit mission is really important..  and sacred..  But I do not think that I could complete it if I was not divinely guided by the Earth to come into this higher love..

It is so easy to get lost in the Ego, thinking it has to go one way or another.  The Ego could say well, “You tried and she broke your heart anyway.  The Ego would have me to contemplate a thousand excuses to travel on and go someplace else, and if it was up to me I would have left.

But it is the Earth who guides my steps, and she sends animal messengers to tell me what direction she needs me to travel next.

Since this new phase of the journey began 22 days ago, a blue butterfly keeps showing up to guide my journey and tell me what to do..

And 2 days ago, I was driving to work when an Eagle flew over my path.  I drove further, and in my sky I beheld a cloud in the shape of an Eagle…

I have come into a New World, into a higher form of love.  The Earth holds me and keeps me safe on this journey and keeps Lakota safe too, in this special place that the Earth has made for her healing.. and for the healing of the Two Spirits.

all my love,

a River Song

Love songs for a Cheyenne Two Spirit
May 10, 2016

To my Cheyenne Two Spirit One

I look at our journey and sometimes I think how can I find a greater expression of my love for you.  Your song plays inside of me all of the time.  Your journey plays inside of me all of the time.  The honoring that you make, I see it so deeply, I feel it so strong.  You walk in 2 worlds, the outside world and the inside world, honoring both.

It is my love for you that brings up this dedication, that brings into the light of the new day the honoring of this path for all the Two Spirits and the journey of honoring they must make to honor both worlds that walk with them.

I think of you all the time, think of how I could be a better expression as a person who opens pathways to new worlds of my love for you.  On the outside you stand in your man spirit protecting the sacred feminine one who walks within you.  Hers is a world of grace and beauty.  So softly she touches me and pulls my longing inside of her heart while on the outside he wraps his arms around us both and protects our gentle love

Native lovers

Everything you do is so meticulously placed to represent a place of honoring within you..  I look at the dream catchers you made, the careful placing of the masculine and divine feminine.

I look at the pictures you send me, always placing the sacred male and divine feminine in sacred union with each other and I see so much more..

One could look at those pictures and just see you and I, but no it is so much more.  I am the equation that has been added to the equation that was already there.  I am like the shelter inside your storm, the storm of the sacred Two of you, he who protects her and she who walks so softly inside of him

To my Cheyenne Two Spirit
May 2, 2016

Two spirit-hayamoni

I think of you all the time.  This Winters past the Great Spirit Bear who guides me explained to me how all my life after I set out from our Home World you came to me every night and walked with me through my dream time and as I journey through my dreamworld and look within my dreams there is always the presence of you even to the point of me seeing you as a male and seeing you as a female opening the path to our love story on this planet today, you were there guiding my steps to awaken our mission of Oneness in this life before we arrived at it.

When I was 12 I was instructed from an Indian within me to merge with the Earth in all ways..  so I did.. (It was also the first time I saw you in vision)  In 2007 I had a merging with a River who once upon a time rang strong underneath its lover a Mountain.  When the River Ouachita merged with me it touched the place where I was lonely and called up in me to sing a song I called, “Are you Lonely, yes I am”

In 2011, when we first touched in this physical life I shared that poem and it made you weep.  Back then I did not remember why the Earth was calling me to journey with you by bidding me to cut off my braid and offer my medicine to you.  I did not remember why she showed me a picture of us in the heavens, Star People holding hands.  All I knew was this was the journey I was given to walk and so I had to honor it, no matter how long the path was or how long it took you to want to hold my hand in the heavens (even as I admit I was afraid to hold you too, as every time your Lion roared I ran away, until this last time when I simply followed you) I still knew I must honor the path I was given to take to get to my mission be that whatever it was.

Even when I surrendered to the roar of the Lion this time there was still a great journey to take.  It is all very sacred to me the way it happened, the way that we were dreaming together when I just happened to mention that your body parts did not seem to line up the way I thought and you told me it was because you had been born with the divine feminine living inside you..

Over these last months you have lifted the veil of your protection to reveal to me that you are a Two Spirit..  and for that honoring I have taken a journey into the world of the Two Spirits and have discovered the many flavors of the Two Spirit world.

There is a commonality that runs between you all, that this is a world that is filled with pain and hearts that hurt that long for understanding and acceptance, to not be taunted as freaks.

In my journey into this new world I have have been watching movies.  The theme of not being accepted runs through them all.  The theme of the path needing to be opened runs through them all.  The pain hidden, but felt runs through them all.

There are things I remember in my journey with you in this life, the suicide..  the longing for the pain to end..  I remember..

I remember seeing you torn to pieces, time and time again, remember laying witness to your gentle spirit getting up and never speaking ill of anyone who ripped your heart to shreds .  I remember you trying again and again to find a love that would not tear your heart apart…

And now, every day I pray that you will know the love that is inside my heart for you walks with you through out your day, and I pray that you will not be made to suffer as this world has been so horribly cruel to the people of the Two Spirits.  Every day I pray that your spirit can feel the love inside my heart for you even though we are on separate continents..

There was a dream I was given many years before we met.  In it I found myself on the dark side of the moon, in  an observatory.  We were in a classroom and the teacher (a Maya Indian) was in front of the classroom instructing us on how to teleport.  She was instructing us to push white light out our meridian points, and then she said that at the point where our bodies became engulfed in light we were to will ourselves to the location we desired and we would appear.  With this she pushed the white light out her meridian points and when her body became engulfed in the light she disappeared and then reappeared back behind me off my shoulder..

I have never forgotten this dream.  There were others in the classroom learning the same lesson.  I watch for them to appear in this human world so that we can use the strength of each other to achieve this…


Rainbow Twin Flames, Kundalini Love, being given new eyes, a new view of Love
January 7, 2016

I am on this amazing journey with my Twin Flame.

The Kundalini purifies us so that we can travel to higher levels of existence.  Before the Kundalini purifies us we are impure vessels and can only see with limited vision.

With the Kundalini the more it burns through you the more it purifies you.  For me, when it got to the heart chakra and I discovered this love without expectation, this love that does not mold or bend another to our will, but accepts our place, each inside our journey, accepts that we are divinely lead to travel to the place where we can accomplish what we came to do even if it means being apart from each other.  When I arrived there, at the Well of Love without Conditions I felt like I had been given new eyes with which to view the world.

It was not that I felt like I had to look at the whole of the Earth this way, just my Rainbow Twin Flame.  Before the purification of the Heart Chakra I was possessive.. and impatient.. thinking if he was indeed my Twin Flame (since he was the only one who showed up once I arrived at the Flame of the Twin Flames Fire)  I was thinking he should recognize me and I him, and we should live happily ever after already.  But instead we kept bouncing off each other, and there was no real way to know if he was actually my Twin Rainbow Flame, just because he was the only one holding me while I was delirious with this Kundalini desire.

He and he alone was the place where the purification happened within my heart, the place that made it all right for him to just be him (even though I share a lot of this journey I don’t share everything)  It was just that, even though he was gone from my presence when the Heart Chakra was purified, after that I felt as though I had been given new eyes through which to view our journey..

My Love is a Lion.. but when he was gone (as he had something pressing he had to do)  I had gone back to the Cougar (who those who have read most of this journey know about already) and began journeying with him.  It was while I was with the Cougar that I learned, in the next  part of my purification process that even though my Twin Rainbow Flames had left and had a journey he had to take, and his mission was in another country, and my mission was here, so that even though it appeared in our current life would we not be missioning together..  what I discovered was it did not matter.  What mattered was that we learn the lessons in the place where we are standing.

And with this I let go of my Rainbow Twin Flame.  I let go of everything, all the visions of a life time I had held onto, the belief that one day him and I would share a life in this current life.  I let go of the vision of the Rainbow Twin Flames.  I let go of the vision I seen that day when I was coming out Walmarts of the 2 Eagles dancing across the sky as they rose above an approaching storm.

I surrendered and let go of it all, and came into the lesson that the lessons are in the place where we are standing.  and my lesson was with a Cougar who had been part of my journey for 10 years who I could never quite give my love to.  So I decided I would give him my love and learn the lesson in the place where I was standing.

I am a galaxy spinning across the universe.  It is a lot for me to turn my energy from one direction, (from the girl of 12 who saw her one true love in a vision and headed for it) to the place where she was going to learn the lesson of love with another man, who she knew was not the one she saw when she was 12, but had discovered that the lessons were in the place where we were standing.  So I let go of everything and began heading towards the Cougar Spirited Man.

In letting go it seemed like I changed the Fates… and the next thing I know the Cougar is pushing me away.  It was like he picked up a foot and just propelled me in a  somewhat different direction..  and I felt like, Me, a Galaxy having to gather her skirt to see where she ended up..

And it was while I was there that I looked around and saw my Rainbow Twin Flame dressed as a woman and I became curious to see him up there dressed as a woman..  so I think, “Well I will just watch him now as he dances in his feminine through my sky.”

Now I am a girl of vision and when the little blue butterfly dances at my feet I must go to my Twin Rainbow Flame and tell him hello, and this is where I am on my journey.. so I did..

And he responded by coming into the space where I sing and dancing with me..  as a she .. so I danced back ..

My love is a LION, and the next thing I know he comes in there and he ROARS..  And for the first time I did not run away but followed him out of the room into a place where our love began to mate..

Then in the beauty that follow, my guardian Bear came and told me that my love had walked with me for the whole of this whole life, that he was all over the dreams I had been writing out for all these years…

And the next thing I know I have come into the presence of his Divine Feminine who had also been inside my dreams..

And again I was given new eyes with which to view a deeper love..

Holy of Holies 3



14 ~Prelude to Transcendence, the love story of a Shining Star and his River Song
November 25, 2015

Once upon a time, in a land far away, there was a man and a woman whose love was so deep that he formed himself into a Shining Star and she formed herself into a a planet that danced around him while he held her so soft in the length of his arms.  That was but one place where they dwell, for they were Spirit capable of housing themselves within an entire universe at any given moment, but in this place they called home called Andromeda she loved to place her energy in a  planet and dance with her love the Shining Star.  On this planet in Andromeda she could look in the mirror and see her reflection in a beautiful blue and green planet the locals there would call Earth dancing with her love, a shining Star also..  They were the perfect mirror image  for her and her Shining Star lover, her One, her only.

She was a creator, as was he and one of her talents was the fact that she is a River Song.  As a creator she has the power to sing rivers into being with her endless stream of love song that is so pure it creates pure waters to form, so when she accepts a mission it is because the singer of a River Song is being called for.  Not only does she have this power to create Rivers with her never ending love song, but her song also has the strength of song to transmit images back to their Home world.  In the world of spirit there are Rivers or currents that a person on a mission can tap into and send message to their Elder Council and to the Ancients to let them know what is needed to happen next to transform one world into the next..

And it is from this place that the call went out, that volunteers were needed to go to the Earth whose time of ascension had come and they were ready to make the movements back to a lighter dance.  Together our River Song and Shining Star wrote out the contracts for their missions to Earth of what they would do to help purify the living planet…  “Break down the walls of prejudice”, their contracts would read.  “Show honor in the places where none would think it should be given”.  These are the jobs they contracted for always with the intention of arriving at their mission… to sing a song with such purity that in the planet Earths ascension a river whose waters ran pure would be formed…

…  And her One, her love, who plays sacred as a Shining Star, well his love is like thousands of sparkling shining diamond lights dancing on the waters of her song….

Shining Star makes diamond sparkle upon her River Song

Traveling forward in time we find our River Song being born into a blood line she has traveled through before.  Of course the journey through the birth canal was a time of forgetting, of looking out through a babies eyes and trying to find a focus we could land upon, of trying to figure out how to get the body to move, to sit up, to crawl, to walk, to talk.

In these ways we forget our missions, forget what we came for and have to watch for the signs that will lead us back.  That will lead us to the place where we accomplish what we were sent to accomplish..

And thus we find our River Song, living in a human world at the age of 12 staring into the face of flower she found most enchanting..  It was there inside the flower that the vision took place, that a portal opened upon a beautiful Indian woman dressed in white buck skins, her fringe hanging down, honoring the setting Sun.  When she walked rainbows would dance at her feet for her touch was so gentle that they danced to feel her touch.

Rainbows Dancing at her Feet took River Song into her Village and the lessons on how she was to merge with the Earth in all ways began…

Then a second portal opened up and our River Song found herself staring at the edge of a precipice.  It was a huge stone wall in which housed many cave dwellings.. and each one had a door and a window.  As she stared up at one of them she found herself slipping through the doorway, and into a room she recognized by the flower that grew in the window.

River Song could tell that this was her meditation station by the stone bench that sat in the middle of the room.  And as she sat there, in through a beam of sun light slips in a man she recognized as her husbands father, who is a member of the Elder Council.  He is smiling as he steps towards her telling her that the contract she wrote for her mission to the Earth had been accepted by the Elder Council and she had been assigned the bloodline through which by former contract she had agreed to reenter Earths atmosphere through again, this time enhanced by the Warrior blood line the Seer bloodline would merge for the times were going to be tough, getting from point A to point B as a great cloud of darkness had descended upon the hearts of the people who were being lead by fear.

With this another beam of sunlight appears and her husband slips into the back of the room.  With great excitement she finds herself again in the place where he is holding her at arms length.  He is taller than her and he spins her in circles all around his body in sacred dance, his joy at holding her this way is greatly felt by her.

Then he reaches into his robe, pulls out the contract and with great excitement he tells her how the contract he wrote for going to the Earth had been accepted by the Elder Council, and unscrolling the document he shows her the place where their paths have been ordained to join in sacred dance…

With this the portal closes and River Song is back again staring into the face of the flower.  She is 12 years old in the human world and knows she has come to Earth on a mission (her point A)  and knows that she will fulfill her mission when she finds her husband. (Point B) … and all else in the space between are part of the River Song she will be singing in her journey towards a Shining Star setting her horizon… and once she finds him, his light will again sparkle like thousands of diamonds on the love song of a pure River Song Destiny…..








as One, the light of pure love grows stonger, the Twin Flame journey
November 20, 2014

I am with my Twin Flame now, and it is a love different than any I have ever known (as far as being human goes) …  we are both lightworkers here with a job to do, living on 2 different continents.  He is a Walk In, and came onto the planet Earth when the one whose body he occupies committed suicide.  Being a Walk In is a hard journey as they become tied to the emotional body of the one who left..  When we came together in this life he was truly in the dark night of the soul, suffering hard..  I would have ran away but the Earth is the one who instructs me and she instructed me on every single encounter with him until, at last he found his memory of us.. before that he said that there was something about my song that called to him, why he always came back when the Earth would tell me to sing my song to him..

Now we are together and this is a very different kind of love.  He lives in another country.  It is the place where he is doing his lightwork..  I live in this country.  It is the place of my light work..  We recognize that we could find comfort in a human body close by and still hold the knowledge that whatever we experience in our human bodies could be likened unto the ingredients that blend together to make the greater whole..  It is as if our higher selves are reaching through the denseness of this 3 dimension world of humans and lights hold hands through us…  This love is far greater then any I formerly could humanly conceive..  It has nothing to do with jealousy.  That is a lower vibration that we have rose above..

He has his work and I have mine.. and everything in between are parts of the greater whole headed for a journey of our reuniting…

A single brighter light

The purification within the Kundalini journey
October 27, 2014

This Kundalini / and / Twin Flame journey is going wonderfully..  One second (last year) I was up to my heart chakra and then it seemed I moved to my crown chakra..

Remembering when I had the big release through my heart chakra, it was crown 2intense like that and what I could see when it was happening was a huge galaxy on the top of my head accompanied by a big headache..

It was a little freaky, as suddenly I could hear the sound of a thousand crystal beings all talking at once, and I became extremely sensitive to all sound. I had to throw myself in bed and sleep..

This journey is a purification process.  I am not the same person I was when I began this journey.  I can see so much difference now.  I used to be very jealous (not insanely jealous, mind you, but I had jealousy issues)  And I used to feel a need to control.  If I talked to a guy it was for one purpose, to get from point A to point B and have some kind of mating with him, so unless I was looking for some release I would not make friends with a guy.

There is much purification that takes place within the Kundalini journey..  to me when the spinning is going on I can see something that looks like a universe within me and it could be compared to something that looks like in the area of the sacred V, there  is a black hole spinning whose power is so strong that it is pulling the impurities out of me and transforming them into something else..

I remember one time a beautiful little galaxy had been spinning off to the side of my tummy.. and then one day I just watched as it got sucked down the heart chakra 3black whole..  but it was with that one that I realized that I had come into a purification process in the Kundalini..

After that it moved up into my heart chakra and that was a multi dimensional experience, with first the out pouring of my heart like a beam of light..  and then, sometime later, I experienced it as a lotus light flower upon my heart..  Then an intense huge bubble of energy pushed its way out my heart chakra purifying love within me.  After that love felt very different than it had before..  This love is pure, as it was in the beginning without jealousy, without fear, without resentment, just pure love.

Then my crown Chakra opened and released.  And in there I found another new journey begin its unfolding.  There was a guy who was following me and in his following I noticed that we shared an Egyptian connection, so in the Indian way I asked him for a friendship dance..

It is hard to describe how different this new love is going forward.  This is the first time I have made a friendship without an expectation, or based upon the end result of finding a mating partner or throw them in the trash when the expectation was not met.


This is a new love.  And it is an energy that goes forward.  With anyone from my past I do not seem to need to make the new love, just learn and explore this path in the new form.


I have this new friend and he offers his medicine which I accept.  In the beginning when he said he was offering his medicine I had this whole dilemma with it.  I am a girl on a mission, giving my all to my mission..  his offering meant that I would have to accept something back, which I am not used to and, frank fully, I had no idea how to a gracious receiver..


So I went to the Earth and asked her how to receive this medicine.  She reminded me that I am the mouth of a River on the new world we are creating, my whole song pours out of me.. and creates a river in the future…


She showed me a picture of a man standing in river making an offering, reminding me of a journey I once took to a River named Ouachita..  In that journey I merged with the River and he sang me a song about mountain who he used to run strong beneath her. He had told me how the hu mans had made explosions upon her body and had made cave in, how now his water ran less strong beneath her body and how bad she was missing him.  He bid me to take stones from his body and go lay them in the places where his waters used to spring up out of her..

So I did, and after that the water began speaking to me..

She said I was to express my gratitude for his medicine by being like the living stream of water running beside him…






Soul Mate Dreams me July 19, 2003
September 2, 2013

Again I dream him.  .  Soul Mate, you run through my dreams while I rejoice in the knowledge one day I will know you in person ——————————————————————————–

Saturday, July 19, 2003


Wish I could remember all of this dream as it was quite interesting and quite long.. only remember bits and pieces… something about being somewhere.. and at the time I knew the road I took to get there but forgot once I woke up.. and a feeling of being where it was nice and grassy with some trees, reminded me of the park up the street, anyway I remember a point where an old man piled up these stones on a cardboard flat and then tells me that if I can pick it up, it was mine.. It had this one gold colored.. odd shaped.. stone.. kind of reminded me of a stone from another planet.. Remember laughing and asking if the catch was that the meteor rock weighed a thousand pounds? But as I walked up to it, the gold stone rolled right off to the ground..

There was a moment of dilemma as the old one seem to be thinking that it was unusual for the stone to move that way by itself, and as they were looking around to see where it went I was watching them and caught a glimpse of, under their table was, some old Indian pottery…

I said, ‘This is an old Indian sacred site’.. and the old one said, ‘It is? I never noticed that’.. and began to look around.. With that I looked under the table, saw as he saw, no Indian pottery under the table.. and knew that the seeing was for me alone..


Then the Indian man of my dreams walks up to me and we begin playing, running deliciously through the grass, he seemed to be chasing me.. me letting him catch up to me.. again getting turned on to him as he stood behind my back.. It seems I always feel him when he is standing behind me.


Woke up at 3Am remembering that one, went back to sleep.. and woke up the second time to the sound of Harley Davidson’s driving up my driveway.. whew I love that rumble.. was getting all excited.. 2 of them went by and down to the house behind me.. Kayla was here.. she took some music to the back yard and we went back there to play.. and dance.. as I watched the Harley guys..



on a mini vacation, going through my dreams trying to get them all into the same location..  The first time I saw him I was 12.  It was inside a vision and we were on our Home World having accepted our missions to go to planet Earth..  Even there he was taller than I, like the sun standing over the earth, and when he stood over me dancing in a circle around me he made my swoon..  Years later he began showing up in my dreams..  I would refer to him as the Indian who walks with me through my dreams..  Maybe I will share these dreams as I find them since I am off today and tomorrow and trying to organize my dreams…  xxoxx