Archive for October, 2011

Gray Wolf strumming
October 30, 2011

… this is the continuing story of my life as a fairy tale…

She did not acutally make it to the party of the Great Lion. Once her people began shooting up the flairs to signal her arrival, a portal opened and she knew this was a sign that though she was supposed to travel by way of the Great Lion she was not supposed to stop there so she went through the portal and found herself in a whole new world.. new people.. new music.. in the world of the Wolf

In this dimension many Wolves appeared to her and began howling for her attention so she began following the sounds of Wolf Callings.. there was one.. something about him.. everytime he appeared she would begin singing.. It was as if she was the musical instrument that he strummed. She found it most enjoyable being with him because the song that he would bring out of her was an Earthen Song.

He had told he that he was a Gray Wolf because of the symbol it represented, the balance between the black and the white. On the night he appeared inside her dreams, he called out to her, bid her open the door and then threw himself into her bed and then promptly disolved into spirit form and disappeared into a dream. So she just jumped in right behind him and together they began to run through the dream time..

When he disappeared into the darkness he became Black Wolf, dark as night.. and in the manner that he touched her, she began to sing: “gentle is the darkness as it moves around me.. We are lovers him and I, I am the white light, he is the black night. We are the polarities, the 2 opposites that are in holy union with each other. Our day against the night are in a constant union of making love, the darkness hides inside the daylight, in the shadows he compliments me always allowing the feeling of contrasting colors to show.. and I his love, the light, doth hide myself within his darkness .. in luminescence.. do I dance inside him.

Gray Wolf strumming, the songs that he brings from her, it was he who told her to write their story.. how he was seeking wisdom and spiritual bliss in his unconditional love of being around her.. and that was just the beginning of their story..

October 30, 2011

Was dreaming I was out and about walking when I came to a town that had a very Christian feel so I decided to check it out. Going into the center of the town I found a branch to sit upon and the people of the town began explaining to me that they were quite famous actually. They said that a long time ago there was a man. He was very tall (like a giant amongst the rest of the town). Yet at the same time he walked with a limp because one leg was lame so really his walk was more of a hobble even as he stood out amongst the people like a giant. They said his name was Peter, and one day he saw a baby near the water that needed to be rescued, so he went over, picked up the baby, put it on his shoulder, and with his lame leg he hobbled all the way across the town to take the baby to safety.

The towns people said that all the people cheered as Peter hobbled passed by them with the baby on his shoulder that day, and in the end they decided to name the town after his heroic act. So they named the town St Petersburg. (in the country that I was in Burg translated to baby)

They said that another traveler like me had passed through their town and he had made a movie about their story and had called it Willow.. and that this was how they became famous..

Stillness speaks
October 27, 2011

I was given the deepest honor I could have ever been given, 3 years inside the place of my heart song, with those wakinyan singing me their songs, bout blew me away with their love songs as they took me high upon the mountain and held me gently in their arms. So much love felt I, I didn’t even know that love this deep could be experienced.. oh the songs I have sung because of what they showed me..

Here in this place where I am now, winters clouds blow in without a sound…

and yet inside the stillness, they speak

Two Moons
October 19, 2011



Was in a dream with my sister, did not realize I was on a different planet until we were in our vehicles on the way back..  trying to get back in time for the sunrise.. I was looking off to the side watching the clouds when through the clouds I saw a very large moon rising over the horizon and right behind it… a second moon..

I have dreamed this planet before.  This is the first time I have been shown a sister with me.  I wonder if we were twins.  At the end of the dream I went to the rest room.  She went with me.  The room we passed through was cluttered and full of debree from the babies.  I remember laughing and saying, “You’re going to do the same things I do?”   And she laughed and said, “yes.”

When she put me in my vehicle (as I was trying to get home as the sun was rising) she guided me to a familiar road.  I had to pass through the gates and continue for a long ways.  At one point I realized I had left my cell phone so at the next corner I tried go around the block to make my way back…  I passed a red planet made of iron or some kind of heavy metal..

I have been here before..

art by mdeering (Earthen Girl Native Rainbow Star)

The Two, as One
October 14, 2011

the Earth is about 2 opposites in holy union with each other..
It is sacred it is holy their union,, the day against the night is making love (to me.)
the darkness hides in the day light, in shadows.. and his love, the light, hides in the darkness, in luminesce

Cloud settle down upon us
October 12, 2011

Yesterday I awoke to look outside and see a cloud had settled down around us.

So beautiful you, in the way you move, standing there looking at us..  I love it when you do that, rise and fall, and spread your love upon us like a blanket..

The Exchange
October 4, 2011

Thu, January 29, 2009 – 7:21 AM
Brief Interlude
Oh my

to be taken with such sweet grace back to the place of this remembering…


tonight when I got off work…. 12 miles I must travel to get to my home, watching in the place where I stare out my window at the night stars, soft clouds have gathered round, still all was clear on my journey home…. til I arrived 1000 yards from my door to find myself entering a place where a cloud had settled down. .

and here just today after I had talked about him…

Such a feeling did come over me as I shyly got out of my car, curtsied and said, “I’m glad you came to visit”

In that moment all sounds within the cloud magnified and to my surprise I could hear the sound of chimes dancing to my footsteps upon the soft Earth…

And as this memory lingered on from inside my bed I saw his hand softly hold mine as I entered again into the dream time..

Memory filtering in, remember when…

I, Creation Singer traveled through Millennia after Millennia singing the song of a place of peace on my way to make an exchange with a Thunder One who I loved to hear singing his song.

Arriving in that mountain town, greeted by the thunder boys who galloped towards me on their thundering horses who were painted with staffs of lightning bolt on their legs.. and the thunder boys with their staffs of lightning bolts in their hands..

they were the Thunder Ones

They took me to their home, upon paths that looked like lightning in the sky.. were I was treated like royalty as Mother Thunderbird paraded before me her chosen sons, bid me to pick the chosen one to make an exchange with as part of the creation song..

he had a soft long rolling thunder song, and as I straddled his body I could see that the story of his life was tattooed upon his chest and ran like a river down his body, which with his help, in sacred manner I began to read…. first in my language, then he would help me to translate it into his language, all in sacred manner. As my finger traveled down the length of his body I see the story of his life, I see the very first time he fell down, I see his ups and downs, everything about his life has been tattooed upon his body..

And as I lay there, sit there looking down I realize I am the cloud that straddles the river.. and in the place where my hair softly caresses’ his body, torrents of rain are falling down and touching his sacred body… The exchange is made and from this exchange I give birth to 7 little thunder children..

I am one being within a cloud that traveled for some 52,000 years across the landscape singing a creation song of a Place of Peace, to make an exchange with a thunder one so a river could manifest in a world that was solid.. while my legs and arms and body became a mountain range…

And inside the dream, I pause to smile and feel the cloud reaching down to softly hold my hand here in 2009…

His love ran beneith her
October 3, 2011

There was this one, and he sounded just like a long long long drawn out river love song traveling across the earth. And every time he would reach this one place, he would disappear under the mountain.. I would wait so softly, laying there in my tipi, as he traveled beneath the mountain and on the other side, again he would re-emerge, to hear his river love song playing again..

I laid there for hours listening to him sing that song before he finally passed over the 2 mountains I was laying between….