Archive for March, 2016

Two Spirits, One Dance (you tube)
March 20, 2016

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“Two-spirit” is how some Native Americans describe people whose gender identity doesn’t fit as strictly male or female. Meet Ty DeFoe, who’s using traditional dance to take this gender identity back from the negative connotations established during colonization.

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(I am learning a new way to express myself with my Two Spirit Twin Flame..  

“Transcending gender”)

Inside my dreams

does she walk with me

sometimes

as man

sometimes

as woman

Eighth Chakra ~a Kundalini Twin Flame Journey
March 19, 2016

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(((((( Here is my 8th Chakra Kundalini / Twin Flame picture I drew from our merging. ))))))
The passage through the 8th Chakra was quite difficult  as I was taken to a whole new world and a whole new way of perceiving love.  It came upon me like a storm somewhere up inside my head as my Twin Flame began the Great Reveal that he was truly a Two Spirit One.  I had to be completely de-programed as I had only ever been (in this life) attracted towards men.
And she was so beautiful as she deprogrammed me.  When my soul cried out, “I think I have to be with a man,” she put back on her man skin and prepared to love me from there.  But then my heart cried out, “But you are so soft and so gentle, I need to love you from here.  I need to feel the love that touches me from the heart.    So she continued deprogramming me.
Spirit Bear, my guide was helping me through it in my dream time, explaining to me that my Twin Flame walked with me through my dreams for my whole life, how every morning when he brought me home he would erase my memories to help me make it through the long journey ahead. (that was before the reveal)
Then after the reveal Spirit Bear came and told me I needed to revisit my writings for my Twin Flame was all in them.  When I opened up the book the first dream I read was about this woman who was with me, and she danced with me and it felt so nice..
Somewhere in the midst of the deprogramming I dream I was out walking around when I found a portal to my Twin Flames world.  It was a tunnel and when I tried to pass through it it began collapsing in around me, so I went back and told my Twin Flame I found a portal.  Then I went back to portal and began trying to push through.
This brought me to a place of great disconnect.  My Twin Flame was deprogramming me and all of a suddenly it was like I lost my translator and could no longer understand what she was saying.  My head was becoming massively confused and a great fear of abandonment seized me.
I struggled for some hours with this feeling.  Then all of a sudden I heard a voice tell me to slip into Eagle mode with my Twin Flame, rise above the storm, and ride like the Eagles above the storm..
 so I did and everything calmed down for the day.  I was riding above the storm when all of a sudden we went into this spiral going upward.  In the vision it was completely  lovely and beautiful, our dance as we did that.  Then we just kind of merged together and burst forth as a Blue Angel..
 It was one of those WOW! moments that I really wanted to draw a picture of..
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Of course, that was only the beginning of passing through the eighth chakra..  It quickly got very freaky as  I could no longer feel my Twin Flame and alone and freaking out I began the journey through the Eighth Chakra.  It was a difficult journey, like finding yourself in a new world and all alone and in front of you there are these stones that keep being turned over.  For instance, facing the fact that you are in a new world and alone.  A part of you never minded alone time, even craved it.  Another part of you is freaking out because you don’t know where your Twin Flame is or if you will ever see them again.  Another part of you can see them way off in the distance, but there is no sound in this place, and the lack of sound is deafening
I kept traveling down that path, reconciling the differences within myself until I felt like I had been unmasked, and in being unmasked I had to reconcile the fact that I never felt like I wore a mask.
Once I surrendered to the feeling of being unmasked, it did not take that much longer to pass all the way through the 8th chakra and back out into the light..
I spent a couple of days where one minute I would feel bliss.. and the next tormented.. as if it was partly cloudy, and every time I would go into a shadow I would feel torment..  til I hit the light again…
and then once I came out I felt all to myself again.

8th Chakra ~unmasked
March 15, 2016

It seems to me the 8th chakra

strips you of your mask

you may not have even thought you had

it lays you naked and vulnerable

looking into the spaces between

thoughts that might have laid unturned.

It calls you to run away

run back,

and yet in looking back

you see you have grown beyond

what was and became

what is.

and the ‘what is’

now stands in front of you

unmasked

Looking into the new world

there is no place to go

but forward.

I have this strong feeling that I have been unmasked and I cannot hide from anything that I feel.  It presents itself to me in ways that are not necessarily comfortable, and yet they are without pain.  They just say, “here is the wound you once thought as painful.  Here is the heart you once thought of as ripped and torn apart.  Here are the tears that you cried upon your path.  Here are your moments of insecurities.. Here are the stones you left unturned.”

And everywhere you look you find yourself unmasked, looking into the places you never thought to look

unmasked

with the knowledge that this way you must pass

because now you know that you have grown

beyond all that was before

you came to the

Event Horizon

event horizon

In this long Winters sleep
March 7, 2016

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In this long Winters sleep

I have traveled along unfamiliar highways

finding new truths

and new ways of seeing.

I began by drawing pictures

of you as a man

but now I can see

you are fully woman.

I was drawing and drawing

then came to a pause

while you unfolded for me

the wonders of who you are

Your love engulfing me like a flame

Twin Flames

Dancing as women

heart to heart

I will never be the same

and the Artist in me will change.

It has been a Long Winters Sleeping

As I am being Transformed.

Galina Egorenkova

the New World ~lessons within a Two Spirit journey
March 6, 2016

Two spirits

Sometimes life puts us on unexpected new and wondrous paths..  I know nothing of this world.. hardly, but what my Twin Flame shares with me in her unfolding…  I would not go out looking for a woman to love, but my Twin Flame, she feels so soft and lovely and looks so beautiful in her revealing. It is my honor to honor our journey.  Many lives we incarnate into, and many roles we have shared while working to open paths that have been closed…
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There are many paths that need to be opened again within the next great circle around the Central Sun..  When I told my son of my new journey he told me “Congratulations” on your life change, and told me I should watch the show “Transparent”
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After my Twin Flame began her revealing I dreamed that I woke up and standing at the foot of my bed was a Cheyenne Chief (I do not know what time period I was looking into) He had his ‘Troupe” with him and he stepped forward and said that they were looking for their Two Spirits who got lost during the Time of Chaos..
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This planted a seed in me (from my research too) that this was carried through the blood line..  and when I got to the end of the show Transparent, that is the same thing they were saying, that it runs through the blood line
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Dedicated to the Cheyenne Chief who showed up in my dream..  all of my love for opening this path