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Rainbow Twin Flames, Kundalini Love, being given new eyes, a new view of Love
January 7, 2016

I am on this amazing journey with my Twin Flame.

The Kundalini purifies us so that we can travel to higher levels of existence.  Before the Kundalini purifies us we are impure vessels and can only see with limited vision.

With the Kundalini the more it burns through you the more it purifies you.  For me, when it got to the heart chakra and I discovered this love without expectation, this love that does not mold or bend another to our will, but accepts our place, each inside our journey, accepts that we are divinely lead to travel to the place where we can accomplish what we came to do even if it means being apart from each other.  When I arrived there, at the Well of Love without Conditions I felt like I had been given new eyes with which to view the world.

It was not that I felt like I had to look at the whole of the Earth this way, just my Rainbow Twin Flame.  Before the purification of the Heart Chakra I was possessive.. and impatient.. thinking if he was indeed my Twin Flame (since he was the only one who showed up once I arrived at the Flame of the Twin Flames Fire)  I was thinking he should recognize me and I him, and we should live happily ever after already.  But instead we kept bouncing off each other, and there was no real way to know if he was actually my Twin Rainbow Flame, just because he was the only one holding me while I was delirious with this Kundalini desire.

He and he alone was the place where the purification happened within my heart, the place that made it all right for him to just be him (even though I share a lot of this journey I don’t share everything)  It was just that, even though he was gone from my presence when the Heart Chakra was purified, after that I felt as though I had been given new eyes through which to view our journey..

My Love is a Lion.. but when he was gone (as he had something pressing he had to do)  I had gone back to the Cougar (who those who have read most of this journey know about already) and began journeying with him.  It was while I was with the Cougar that I learned, in the next  part of my purification process that even though my Twin Rainbow Flames had left and had a journey he had to take, and his mission was in another country, and my mission was here, so that even though it appeared in our current life would we not be missioning together..  what I discovered was it did not matter.  What mattered was that we learn the lessons in the place where we are standing.

And with this I let go of my Rainbow Twin Flame.  I let go of everything, all the visions of a life time I had held onto, the belief that one day him and I would share a life in this current life.  I let go of the vision of the Rainbow Twin Flames.  I let go of the vision I seen that day when I was coming out Walmarts of the 2 Eagles dancing across the sky as they rose above an approaching storm.

I surrendered and let go of it all, and came into the lesson that the lessons are in the place where we are standing.  and my lesson was with a Cougar who had been part of my journey for 10 years who I could never quite give my love to.  So I decided I would give him my love and learn the lesson in the place where I was standing.

I am a galaxy spinning across the universe.  It is a lot for me to turn my energy from one direction, (from the girl of 12 who saw her one true love in a vision and headed for it) to the place where she was going to learn the lesson of love with another man, who she knew was not the one she saw when she was 12, but had discovered that the lessons were in the place where we were standing.  So I let go of everything and began heading towards the Cougar Spirited Man.

In letting go it seemed like I changed the Fates… and the next thing I know the Cougar is pushing me away.  It was like he picked up a foot and just propelled me in a  somewhat different direction..  and I felt like, Me, a Galaxy having to gather her skirt to see where she ended up..

And it was while I was there that I looked around and saw my Rainbow Twin Flame dressed as a woman and I became curious to see him up there dressed as a woman..  so I think, “Well I will just watch him now as he dances in his feminine through my sky.”

Now I am a girl of vision and when the little blue butterfly dances at my feet I must go to my Twin Rainbow Flame and tell him hello, and this is where I am on my journey.. so I did..

And he responded by coming into the space where I sing and dancing with me..  as a she .. so I danced back ..

My love is a LION, and the next thing I know he comes in there and he ROARS..  And for the first time I did not run away but followed him out of the room into a place where our love began to mate..

Then in the beauty that follow, my guardian Bear came and told me that my love had walked with me for the whole of this whole life, that he was all over the dreams I had been writing out for all these years…

And the next thing I know I have come into the presence of his Divine Feminine who had also been inside my dreams..

And again I was given new eyes with which to view a deeper love..

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pg 6 `TRANSCENDENCE a Kundalini Twin Flame love story
October 29, 2015

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Today it occurred to me, your coming and picking me up, taking me out to the astral world..  us traveling together when we are not touching in the physical world … this place where we are now inside the great peace with each other ..  We have arrived at our Transcendence.

This is our dance of Transcending.

It took me back to a dream that we shared in the spring of 2012.  This is not the first time this has happened to me, where I arrive in the future and receive instructions that I am to travel back in time and perform an act of love for my younger self…

In the dream that you and I shared you were in the store shopping when you found a body part, a woman’s hand that had been cut off and on her finger an engagement ring..  and were distressed over it and went to find out who the hand with the engagement ring belonged to.

And I had dreamed that I was in the store when I had received a call to come quickly to a prayer circle for someone who had become quite distraught.  When I got there, there were 2 other couples in the room and one by one they were praying for the girl who was in the center of their circle rolled up in a ball with her mind gone far away.

After the first man prayed the woman next to him began to pray for her, pouring her love out and into the girl at the center of their circle.  When she finished, the prayer was passed to a man beside her..

And as I watched them, my mind knew that it would come to my turn to pray for the woman who was distraught.  but I  did’t know how I was going to do it, because I didn’t know what was wrong and how could I pray for what was wrong when I didn’t know what it was..

As I was standing there I found myself staring at an antique looking Wardrobe.  It was like one of those things you touch and you know you remember it, and it was just standing there looking at me like an old tree that is a friend..   that you must touch..

and just as I reached over to open its door, the final prayer finished.  It was my turn to pray and I was now standing tgif leave an impressionin front of the Wardrobe with the door open..  There was a song inside, and the song just came inside of me and I began to sing it.  It was in a foreign language so I did not even know what I was praying.  It sounded like a Gregorian Chant, which I sang all the way to the end of my prayer.  Then the door closed and I awoke..

It was right after that, that you had to leave and take the path you had to take..  and I had to travel the path I had to travel, which was a Kundalini path in which this huge bubble of blocked energy pushed its way out the lotus flower of my heart chakra…It was the purification of my heart chakra that gave me new sight.. So I walked on down the road to a new path that I stayed on until a few months ago when a leaf told me to leave leavethe path I was on..  3 times did I hear the command to leave and made the choice to leave the path I was on… while the butterfly blue danced at my feet..  Then you reappeared as soon as I left that path..

Now that our world is a new world I look back on that dream and realize that I (we) was praying for another version of myself..  and there were 2 more versions of us in the room..  from our journey ahead..

Today when you picked me up you took me to the grace of the great wind, I heard all of this story again and was given the knowledge that we have now arrived at our Transcendence.. and I think that there are 2 more of us up ahead on our path ..  that we are going to evolve 2 more times..

The other thought that occurred to me today when I was inside the grace of the great wind was our Kundalini, and the sharing of our Kundalini with each other.  It is like we are being taken, there in our dance of Transcending we are leaving behind one world and ascending to another one.  We dance, so it is our Transcendance.

Then the Grace of the Great Wind took me to the place of remembrance.. remembering when we were One, at peace and in bliss together we walked.. but without the ecstasy of the Kundalini dance surging between us..

Where we are at now in our astral journey, we are on our way back to the place where we merge back into One, and when we arrive we will remember what this Kundalini between us feels like.  It feels like we are plugged back into each other, and that too is a part of our Transcendence.



Love letters to my Twin Flame, day 5
October 25, 2015

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Today I felt the feeling I feel when you are near and decided I would try to follow you with my conscious mind.  It was a twin flameslong journey, passing through the darkness in search of where you had taken me to on the astral plane.  I think it took me about an hour to find you, before I saw the familiar mist off in the distance.   I continued traveling towards it and found myself in a room with blue carpet..  on the floor laid some kind of child’s vehicle.  It had wheels..

Then a door opened and I could feel a breeze, could hear the rustle of a clump of tree in which I could see 2 trunks…  then he turned and he looked straight at me on the rustle of a wind before turning to look back off to the side.  Then she turned and turned her head towards me to that I see that she was with him.. then she turned back so that they were both staring off to the side..

It gave me cause to wonder if you had gone for one of your walks into the forest… and was thinking of me..

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Love letters to my Twin Flame, page 4
October 24, 2015

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I am better able to understand the feelings I feel when you pick me up and take me on an astral journey.  Yesterday I reflected with joy that, even though we live our lives on separate continents that if you need me I am but an astral moment away and you can just pick me up and take me somewhere holy where we can refresh and take a moment from the chaos that comes with living in physical bodies.

Love should be a masterpiece and reflect itself out so that others can feel and touch it and be uplifting.  Our work together is a masterpiece, a love story that spans for me from the time I was 12 when I first saw you, standing there, showing me, with great excitement where our missions would meet up in our upcoming mission to the Earth..  One Ibutterfly small shall be able to paint that picture..

Yesterday I felt it when you came and picked me up and took me on journey..  and butterfly neb smallafter a time I went to have a look see, to see where you had take me.. I closed my eyes and stood in the darkness staring through it, until off in the distance I could see a faint fog, which I stared at until I saw that you had taken me to a Butterfly Nebula.  It was a lovely soft blue with soft yellow… makes me think of your sister and here part too in keeping us together..

In time I will be able to see farther than I am able to see now and will bring out beautiful pictures of us on our Twin Flame journey..

..  Here is a picture from where I am in my art classes now..  We are working on layering.. texture of paper and its affect.. and different ways to make lines to create an effect..  When I look at my art now it is so easy to see that the day will come when I will be able to transmit masterpieces from our love story..

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Love letters to my Twin Flame
October 21, 2015

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I have come into this place of understanding, and this full circle has now become a spiral…

I know no way to go back and begin the story to get to this part..  (begin a 12 with seeing you in a vision, both of us signing the contract and accepting our mission to Earth and you showing me a picture, with great excitement where our paths would hook up again)

so I must paint this love in the moments I am feeling it in..

There was this period in my life when you came into my dreams..

So many times I would find you there (the “Indian who walks with me through my dreams”)

I loved that journey with you..

On the very last dream we were walking hand in hand, when you did this zig zag movement, 2 steps back and off to the side, then disappeared into another dimension…  so I followed even though I did not see you there and went in search of you..

Who would have thought, in the greater grander picture, I incarnate as a human and you on our Home Planet were touching my life by dreaming me from there..

And that moment when we were walking and you did that zig zag 2 steps back and off to the side, forward again into another dimension it was because you were preparing to be a Walk in, walk into a mans body as he was committing suicide and step into his darkness…  so that it became you and I reaching through the darkness trying find each other again, this time us both in human form.

My surrender to the Earth, to follow her commands enabled me to take the leap of faith that we both needed to plug back into each other,

I did not recognize you, in my head, when we first met here on planet Earth this time ( something undefined called to me) but in my head I was in another place…  Those first moments (spanning the first few years) of us bumping against each other could be compared to 2 space ship bumping gently together as they are about to plug into each other..

Yesterday I was watching through time and space, you had taken me to the waters where we stood waist high..   I cupped my hands and laughed as gently I splashed you…  and you said that we were sending our ripples through the land..

I have begun another book to you…  Love letters to my Twin Flame….

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Twin Flames, sacred Medicine
October 14, 2015

Here is my practice drawing for today.. Still working on views that are not straight on with the face..

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This picture reminds me of an amazing happening with my Twin Flame journey in 2011.. One day the Earth screamed at me “Cut off your braid and send it to him right now!!!!”  This was right after I had just met him, and we were sort of flirting.. So in one swift move I cut off my braid and sent it to him.. Talk about some strong medicine..

Twin Flame journeys are intense.. Being purified by Kundalini.. And bouncing all over the place… Close to him.. Away from him..

LoL but when the hair is cut next to the head when it is growing out it stands straight up.. Obvious signs time to sing to sing to a Twin Flame.

In the Indian Way, your hair is one of the strongest medicines you can give a person..  I cut my braid straight off from the top and then forgot..  Twin Flame journeys are difficult, to say the least.  Mix it with Kundalini and there is a bouncing hard off of each other, to learn a lesson and have an emotion become purified in the process.  I bounced hard away from my Twin Flame and then the magic of the medicine of the hair began to show as one day I looked in the mirror and there it was poking straight up, reminding me to reach out to him.

My hair grows at the rate of 4 inches a year every time the hair would speak by showing itself to me I would write a ‘just reaching out to say hello’ message to my Twin Flame (who honestly at the time we did not even remember that we were Twin Flames..

It is a strong medicine, honoring the cutting of ones braid for another..  It is a medicine that reaches through time.. and heals..

Twin Flame journeys are long and we don’t spend every moment together (I am not saying there are not some who are on the same mission together, just not mine and my Twin Flames in this life)  My Twin Flame lives in another country, and we each have attachments to the work we are doing where we are at so we will not be physically together in this life.

But there is much growth also in walking this way.  Kundalini burning and purifying all that is jealous and possessive out of me so I can stand and love in purity, and honor each our paths we take..

With my Twin Flame I feel very much like an Earth who is held very much in the arms of her beloved Sun..  and just like in the rotation of Earth around the Sun..  sometimes it feels like the Sun is further way…  and then when he comes around again my heart quickens and in ecstasy it seems my Kundalini dances stronger..

It is possible we may not have continued this path if I had not been listening to the Earth and obeyed the call to give him my medicine…

Was practicing the eyes in this picture. I found them so alluring..  and in writing this I realize when I represent my Twin Flame in my art I can paint the necklace on his neck  of the symbols meant to represent….

Twin Flames, a Journey through Art
October 13, 2015

I recently gave myself a gift for my retirement that is looming, not far down the road..  I decided that when I arrived I would like to know how to draw..  to be able to paint my dreams and visions and give them to my grandchildren.. and to those who love me… I began this journey last June..   and through the magic of You Tube training I have learned so much..  One of the things I came into recently was giving myself symbols to indicate my goddess self…  so I asked my Twin Flame what symbol I would include to show his presence   I did this yesterday and he came back with this:

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Last Weekend I was practicing drawing side views, as it is a weakness so a good thing to work on… And that was when it came to me… my symbols.. Lightning Earrings to say I have the ear of and listen to the Thunder people… The Turtle close to my heart, for Turtle Island, my peoples name for America.. The braid I wear in my hair..  Kundalini Snake

101115 twin flame symbols101115 twin flame symbols 2As I spent the weekend working… I came to an empty spot beside the one I chose to carry my symbols…  so I found a mans picture and began working on his lips….   and his face…  The feeling was so beautiful..  of them touching without touching that I decided to ask my Twin Flame what symbols my Twin Flame would always show in a picture… and he came back with “Your Twin Flame would carry the symbols of eternity and the Sun.”


I am on a new journey now…  The Twin Flame journey continues to grow and develop into something more..  We are still 2 people living on separate continents, having separate stories, separate lives..

Life is a book, just waiting to be written..  this story is to good to not share….  all of its nuances from years ago that didn’t make sense but drove me to seek him..  The first time I saw him  was in a vision at the age of 12..  I was being given the news that the contract I had signed to go on a mission the Earth had been accepted, when my Twin Flame slipped into the room on a glittery stream of sunlight…  He stood above me and danced over my head as he pulled out his contract and showed me how his had been accepted too.. and showed me the place where we were to touch..

I am on a new journey..  Twin Flames Art…


Happy Dance…


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Kundalini, Twin Rainbow Flames and finding Nirvana
July 7, 2015

After I wrote my last piece a new friend came back and responded that while she found the piece interesting she didn’t really understand it.

4 books now have I written on line in the Indian Way, free to read and use as medicine if needed..  This last one here, it too has potential to be good medicine for those who are in need of it.  For others it has the power to set them free.  But I still have to find the right words to tie it all together, to, as it were, make the magic happen.

I am not a person who follows Eastern philosophy, but sometimes it seems that I must borrow their words to explain where I am at on my journey.

My Kundalini journey and my Rainbow Twin Flame journey are tied together.  As if in marriage they are bound, so as I was sharing the Kundalini, I was also sharing the Rainbow Twin Flame story..

In the Kundalini journey the Great Snake of pure energy was activated in my heart in 2010, then slipping between my legs it moved up my spine purifying my thought processes, purifying my ability to love in a new way.

Once it got higher than my heart chakra it took on a new form.  I found, when passing through my throat chakra I could no longer speak in the same manner..  and then upon arrival through my crown chakra I achieved Nirvana (and I don’t really know what Nirvana is, but I achieved total and complete peace in Twin Flame journey, which could be likened to the 2 snakes of pure energy that were winding around my spine..

I am in a time of reflection, back upon the journey I just took, so I think I shall be sharing that now as I try to find expression for this higher love that has engulfed me..

Maybe no one will understand me..  or maybe just the right person will…

I just keep thinking, “I believe I have found Nirvana”

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I have found complete peace between the 2 snakes, as if each one represents a different part of the journey.

There are so many memories associated within this 5 year journey to Nirvana (I wish I had the Indian word of my people that translates to Nirvana) to this place of Great Peace filling my soul with my

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Twin Flames, where I’m at, it is magical
July 5, 2015

This Twin Flame journey is like nothing that one would expect..  Maybe some of them get to be together in physical when they realize they have joined with their Twin Flame but that is not his and my journey to share in this life..

Instead what is happening is different than joining missions.  It is more a movement on the astral plane, an unspoken connection is taking place there.

I have been on such a journey with this.  This year I have discovered that all the lessons are where you are at.  Twin Flames can be on missions on the same planet, but that does not mean that they have to be together learning human lessons from each other.  They can go forth, have relationships with others and learn lessons there.  They can learn how to be in a male female friendship with another and then reconnect in the space between and carry forth their growth together into the light of a new day, a new way..

That is where my journey found me this year being set free from an old belief that once was like a chain that bound me.  I once would have thought that once I found my Twin Flame that I would only ever dance with him again, and dance with no other.  But this year I discovered that they lesson is happening where you are at and it does not matter who you are with, just go and grow, break free from the bondage of thinking their is misery in not being physically together.  Just go.. and grow..  and let be what will be..

So I was doing that, when my Twin Flames sister showed up and began dancing at my feet.  I 234C828400000578-2841139-Transformation_CGI_helps_recreate_the_magic_from_the_animation_f-89_1416415302730knew then it was time to turn my heart in the direction of my Twin Flame..  so I did, and there he stood dancing in his femininity..  And inside his feminine self I formed a link that I cherished and saw that it too was a new way to grow..

It is all so beautiful inside this Twin Flame journey.

This journey has gone to some place on a spiritual level..

I feel like I am standing at the beach, looking out upon my sky

as he is dancing by..

And my Kundalini is spinning

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Kundalini, full body beam of light ~update
January 13, 2015

The other day in my Kundalini journey…

the Twin Flame journey is like none other.  Since the love has been purified within me I can walk with confidence no longer plagued with insecurity and worrying about where the path will go.

My Twin Flame lives on a different continent, has a light work that he is performing, while I, in a seemingly different world, have a light work I am doing on my continent.

It is like this great peace has entered us both in the knowledge that, amongst the millions of people on a planet this size we managed to find each other again and create it in the most spectacular fairy tale story.

We do not write each other every day, although he is always on my mind.. and I can feel my presence walking with him daily..

So the other day he wrote me how calming he has felt in the knowledge that we have found each other again..  so I was thinking about him while I was eating supper..  and within my Kundalini a beam of sparkling light came forth, from the Earth, all the way through my body and out my head it went…  and it felt like I was glowing..

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