Archive for August, 2013

August 16, 2013

(((( the Dance ))))

Beautiful Whale song
August 14, 2013

WOW…. reminds me of the year the Whale dreamed me.. and took me on a journey out across the universe we swam to the place of its Home Galaxy and then swam back to Earth….. what if what we think is air is actually water and we are but a tiny community in a Vast Great Ocean?

Whale Dreams me 2007

Inside this space
August 13, 2013

Inside this space

Deep inside the womb of the Great Mother she comes into a space of remembrance. she no longer feels like talking for now her mind has traveled into the space of the great depression he was always feeling upon their journey.. the feeling of flying high and then crashing down and needing to disconnect.. she could feel that now..

Before it had perplexed her, but now she understood the pain, the silence, the need to disappear and he traveled through his despair.. It is like trying to walk forward without any hope through a place where you don’t really feel like talking about it because every time you find yourself there it is one more tear inside the great wound that was already there.. feeling him with despair..

She did not want to talk to anyone here right now. She was one with the despair, one with the feelings of hopelessness… deep inside the cave and feeling a need to sleep.  She could not explain it because she did not feel like talking about it.  She was just here, inside the despair she had witnessed inside of him for all their years..  Now it belongs to her and is hers to claim and pass through.

Sitting here inside this space, sacred god, sacred goddess.. and everything that happens creates the new world, that is coming…  there is a corner where the water seeps up.  If you look closely it makes sparkles, like stars in the night sky.  It is the place where she weeps softly for his feelings of despair inside the darkness where it is silent and she no longer feels like speaking.

my life as a fairy tale, inside the cavern deep
August 11, 2013

cavern entrance

She kind of wished they had planned out their journey ahead a little better, maybe made up more of the rules by which they would take this journey. He had made the first rule this time, that their journey was to be about manifestation. Like the seed of a great tree she had planted his seed within her soul, this Tree of Manifestation.. and like she does she danced before and sang it a song telling the seed how much she loved it, asking it to grow within her soil and telling the seed that had been planted how happy she was that he had come. she moved inside her sacred dance the way she always did, the way she knew would make her garden grow.

She was thinking, for example, while standing on the edge of their new journey she would have said, ok, so we are walking hand in hand when we come to 2 tunnels, in which you are going to take one and I will take another. And while you travel down the one tunnel and I the other we will work on manifesting a deeper telepathic connection between us, work on being able to hear each others thoughts pertaining to each other. Before we settled into this place where we wear skins to house our spirits, every thought, every whisper we could hear and hear and feel within each other for we were One who set out on a great adventure to see what how we could grow more if we spent some time in separate skins. So now that we are here and we have come to this cavern that takes into the belly of this beautiful planet you go that way, I’ll go this way. We will work on manifesting a greater telepathy between us and then meet again on the other side.

There were other things they could work on in sacred manner for the Manifestation Tree. She would say, “in our work towards tele-communication as we walk though this cavern, you taking this one path and I another, we can practice speaking to each other through our hands. As we drag our hands along the wall we can practice feeling each other, hearing each others thoughts through our hand, as if there is no space between us, send our energy through the wall to touch each others hands enabling our circuits to continue to run as One while we are apart.

And while we are in there, there is a game that we can play as we are learning a new way of speaking to each other.  In our explorations, in the places where we touch the wall with our hand, I will touch my hand to the wall and hold it there until you feel it, then you can touch your hand to wall so I can feel it so that when we want to connect we will touch our hands to the wall and finger dance with each other..

Once we do this enough we will be like mimes who without speaking with their lips speak with their hands in perfect synch with each other.  We will feel each other through our hands, dance and play and love through our hand movements by touching the wall and sending our vibrations to each other.  By doing this we will be working on manifesting a greater synchronization between each other within the vastness of this realm we are in.

There were subtle things she wanted to say also.  Like it wasn’t likely that he could observe her birthday in the way they would have planned since he was walking down one corridor and she another. He had already said what the present was. She had already seen the picture.. so her mind began to conceive how they could use this to feed the Tree of Manifestation. She would take the picture and place it upon her inner altar and see it as teleporting over, no postage stamp require. She did not know if she could actually accomplish this or not. What she knew is that where she places her attention is where the path will lead her. In the past she dreamt of things like this, so she would just place the picture of her birthday presents upon the altar, and every time she looked at the picture she would picture taking a picture of both picture and the birthday present because her path had lead her to teleporting the gift over.

Luray-Caverns-5There were other things she was noticing. For instance sometimes she would come into a chamber where echo’s could be heard resounding down passageways she did not know where they lead, so in the place of the echo’s resounding she would sing out SciFi_Fantasy_Cavern_City_cavern_city6_jpg_rZd_93095to him of her sweet love for him, for their journey into the underworld. Other times she would find herself staring into small passageways listening to the sounds of his I love you. When she would try to speak into these small passageways, and say I love you too, her words would get all garbled and sound like she said something else.. when what she was really saying was, I love you too…

She would say, “We have forever to love and dance, to swim across the great expanse from universe to universe.  Holy sacred is our journey where we practice separateness just so we can practice walking it in synch with each other.  And divine is the plan that we should work together on manifestation while loving each other though our yesterdays.. our todays.. and through our tomorrows.. for eternity I will dance before your heavenly throne, playing in sacred manner with you inside the secret chamber until again we emerge to take each others hands and continue on our journey.

For some reason she wished she could tell him Happy Birthday this year, and with that she found herself standing at an entrance to a passage that looked like it was going to travel deep into the belly of the Great Mother.  There was no question in her mind, she was going to take this journey and in this journey it would seem she was going to travel a long ways from him.  She had this feeling that while deep in the belly of the Earth communication was going to be minimal and that while there she would participate in great visions, that the passage would be long and that as she emerged on the other side she would be transformed into a new person with a new set of instructions to follow on her journey into the heart of Love..

cavern entrance_into the inner Earth revealed

The Winged Ones and the Actress dream
August 10, 2013

August 10, 2013

Dreamed I was an actress with Indian blood.

In the scene that they were shooting I was to exit an old barn and walk across a field that was surrounded by the forest.

I am inside the barn waiting when I hear them say, “and action”

As if on cue as I open the door I heard a flutter of wings back behind me which caused me to glance to the side to watch 3 birds exiting the barn at the same time as I… I smiled as I watched them fly by me.. then was making my way across the field when I heard them say, “and Cut”

Later, with affection others on the crew proclaimed me a Bird Whisperer…

It was a cool dream..

Indian actress with the bird tribe dream

One Lone Eagle…. again
August 10, 2013

I seem to be on the Journey of One Lone Eagle..
again I come out of Wal-Marts today to find
One Lone Eagle circling above me…

golden eagle one lone eagle

It is quite a journey watching One Lone Eagle.. Apparently they have route, or path that is like their territory for I always see them on the same stretch and they fly higher in the sky than any of the other large birds I have seen… If it had not have been for the one that flew straight at me until I could see the white of its head I would not have known that this journey I am on now is an Eagle journey….. My One Lone Eagle is quite lovely to watch, the movements through the air…… I wonder what more I will see on this journey…

and find the parallels

to where I am



PS…… they say this is a video of a Rough Legged Hawk..  but it is a very pretty song that I am going to try to find a video of the whole song…

My love
August 9, 2013


He is the type of guy who might have to go away to follow a journey,
but when he has completed what he went to do,
I can feel him, in his movements
as he turns..
I can see him
in his hurried steps
coming back to me,
not thinking for a moment
that I might not be there,
just hurrying again to be with me


And I am the type of girl

who would be there

when he returned

cloud-spirit-lovers-embracing sun kisses earth

big rain ~in the garden
August 6, 2013


we had a big rain this morning, wind blowing, knocked over plants I had to pull up…  but Tree held her sacred ground..

I guess all bird seed was washed out


and into the little  water collecting container… LOL >>>  Love and Laughter

I am working on the next My Life as a Fairy Tale piece..  inside sacred cave..  I am loving searching for the perfect pictures for the piece.

the Hummingbirds have arrived
August 5, 2013


I don’t have any pictures yet, but last night my neighbor came over and told me that the hummingbirds had arrived..

so we had to redo the bed, put the hummingbird feeder where I can watch them while I am working on my computer…

They were pulling up their giant sunflowers so I propped them up next to the window where I work on the computer…

She said that the little yellow finches are showing up too..

another bird they described as a tiny blue and yellow bird…

I feel as though I have made a bird cage with no bars..

and every day I delight in their dance..


This Dance so Grand!
August 3, 2013

The Perseus Meteor Shower is August 11 – 13


01 perseusilustracionEvery year in early to mid August Earth passes through a cloud of02 andromedaFR dust sputtered by the comet Swift-Tuttle as our sun and planets approaches its path of orbit. Comet Swift-Tuttle has an orbit that takes somewhere around 130 years to complete and it is believed the comets nucleus is 26 km (16.2 miles) in diameter. . It was visible on Earth in 1862 and again in 1992 which as how they established it has a 130 year radius.

Our Earth, in her/his sacred dance passes thro04 perseus constellation imagesugh the stream of dust particles left behind by Comet Swift-Tuttle every August in an area whose radiant is in Perseus. That is why it is known as the Perseid Meteor Shower.

This year the Earth will begin passing through the stream of dust particles left by Comet Swift-Tuttle A03 perseus-constellationugust 11 – 13 and are best seen between midnight and dawn.. It would seem the 12th would be the busiest night because we will be in 05 radiant in Perseusthe center of it..

Also as I was researching this I 06 orbital-path-of-swift-tuttle-inner-solar-system_crop-1024x494discovered that every year there are 2 events happening at the same time.. From reading the information on this link it would seem the orbit of the Delta Aquarid shower runs beside the Earths atmosphere and all’s we are seeing is the edge of it..

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