Inside this space

Inside this space

Deep inside the womb of the Great Mother she comes into a space of remembrance. she no longer feels like talking for now her mind has traveled into the space of the great depression he was always feeling upon their journey.. the feeling of flying high and then crashing down and needing to disconnect.. she could feel that now..

Before it had perplexed her, but now she understood the pain, the silence, the need to disappear and he traveled through his despair.. It is like trying to walk forward without any hope through a place where you don’t really feel like talking about it because every time you find yourself there it is one more tear inside the great wound that was already there.. feeling him with despair..

She did not want to talk to anyone here right now. She was one with the despair, one with the feelings of hopelessness… deep inside the cave and feeling a need to sleep.  She could not explain it because she did not feel like talking about it.  She was just here, inside the despair she had witnessed inside of him for all their years..  Now it belongs to her and is hers to claim and pass through.

Sitting here inside this space, sacred god, sacred goddess.. and everything that happens creates the new world, that is coming…  there is a corner where the water seeps up.  If you look closely it makes sparkles, like stars in the night sky.  It is the place where she weeps softly for his feelings of despair inside the darkness where it is silent and she no longer feels like speaking.

One Response

  1. “….. It is like trying to walk forward without any hope through a place where you don’t really feel like talking about it because every time you find yourself there it is one more tear inside the great wound that was already there….”

    I know what you’re saying, for here is where I am since the loss of my daughter. There are all kinds of dying, but your last phrase: ” Now it belongs to her and is hers to claim and pass through.” is revitalising ones spirit once again.

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