Unicorn dreams

April 18, 2014 - Leave a Response

when the unicorn sings I hear chimes ringing

Oh I just woke up from the most delightful dream… I was hearing the words to the next piece I am to write… my companion, the Unicorn was there with me, singing a song of the next piece or direction I am to travel…. we were floating in the air and both of us were Unicorns… Compared to her I was like a child Unicorn, about 7 years of age and she was an adult Unicorn.. we were floating in the air like an Earth and a Sun..

I love my Unicorn journey, vision.. It began in 2008 when traveling through the ether’s I began to hear the singer of a song

singing me a song of remember when?..

Remember when we danced as gods 
across the starlit sky 
of distant galaxies 
side by side through the sands of time, 
dancing through cities of gold and emerald, 
walking through the memories of gods of old 
we watched the magic unfold, 
lay witness to half goat, half human. 
and magical nymphs and 
mermaids dancing within the waters. 
Traveling so far through my splendored journey 
Made me laugh to watch us dance with Hercules 
all the magic that was out of Time.. and larger than life.. 

and 
slipping next to the campsite of a friend
you saw that spirit tree, so lovely,
shimmering in its lights of rainbow dance
off in the distance..

Your heart stirred,
spirit tree’s heart stirred
as you recognized the life in each other
and in the time one would think of 
as morning light
You awakened to find your spirit self
resting against the spirit tree..

With quiet reflection,
I watched as you began contemplation
of what it would feel like
to walk in a land that was solid
with the spirit tree..

Then my companion, the Unicorn, sang to me a song of time forward, how we are a collective of energy beings who vibrated as One, and there were many at the same moment who shared the same thought of wanting to come forward into a journey of walking together as solid.. we chose the story line that we were going to write, made up the rules of how we could exist together, cat people becoming cats, tree people becoming trees, a certain group of us taking our form in the human skins.. and the being who took her consciousness as the Earth, she was larger then life, floating like a whale above us as we looked quite small compared to her.. she agreed to be the body that we would have this experience upon…

the singer of the song is a Unicorn

.. Everything happens for a reason

April 17, 2014 - Leave a Response
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I once had a dream that I came to a river and as I stood there staring at the water a stone rose up so I jumped upon it.. and stood again to stare at the water. Then a second stone rose from the water, so I jumped on it.. From stone to stone I jumped until I arrived at the center of the river and this time a column rose that had a small ledge I jumped upon.. by now there was another man with me and a storm was blowing in. The water was becoming rocky and no more stones were rising for me to make a leap of faith to. The man let go and disappeared into the water, so my leap of faith this time was to let go and fall into the water where I sank down and found myself entering a room that had a storm window and a chair and desk.As I looked around the room I saw a doorway that lead deeper into the building, but about that time the earth began to shake like an earthquake and the chair and desk picked up their legs and ran in fear. and when I turned around the man, something was happening to the man, he made a leap of faith into a beam of light and morphed into his light body.. then there was a woman who made her leap of faith and the storm window broke as she did it, and she too morphed into her light body… then I knew that this was to be my next leap of faith… so I did it.. and the world changed…

NOW HERE SIT I, SINGING THIS SONG ABOUT A JOURNEY TO THE PLACE WHERE A GIRL CAN LOVE A THUNDERBEING, AND HE LOVE HER..

This is a far journey for the girl who had this dream was almost to the place in here life where her husband of 10 years was just about to divorce her….. and the storm that would rage from his announce that he had changed his mind about wanting to be married to her was intense…

NOW HERE SIT I…. SINGING A CREATION SONG FOR THE NEXT GREAT CIRCLE AROUND THE CENTRAL SUNS…

“out of Time journeys” ~Native spirituality with the Thunder People

April 3, 2014 - Leave a Response

Sometimes my ability to see through time leaves me wondering if anyone understands what I am talking about, or if these out of time pictures are just touching memories we share..

One of my “out of Time journeys” began in 2004 with a dream in which I traveled for 2-26,000 year periods singing a creation song about a place of peace in order to make an exchange with one of the sons of a Thunderbird..

In the beginning of the dream I didn’t understand the dream, but as time stretched out and I merged more and more with the Earth, following her every instruction I was lead to a place where something happened to me with the Thunder People and when I asked her why I was feeling what I was feeling, she pointed back to the dream and said it was because I was a cloud who had made an exchange with the Thunder People and that where I was at now was all a part of that continuing story.. and why I could hear them talking to me..

At the I was writing it all out in poetry…  and eventually I was taken to a place where I was shown that from that exchange (beside being a part of the cross patch clothing we dress the Earth in (with that emotion becoming a Mountain who had a River running beneath her) 7 Little Thunder Children were born to me.  There were 3 shy girls who danced in my billowing skirt and 3 boys and 1 girl, all bold with their lightning bolts and dancing behind me as I walked. 

So I continued on my journey through the passage of Time and found some 7 years later, hearing someone at the back door and when I ran to see what spirits had shown up, I opened the door to find the 3 daughters who played shyly in my billowing skirt greeting me and telling me that I was their mom..  

Behind them came the raging storm, it blew through our town with a fury and as I went out to chase them I saw my other 4 children following behind me, just like in my dream from 2004..

I have grown so much on my journey, watching these story lines and they play before me outside of time.  What I have witnessed has made me stronger in my belief that the gods and goddesses have descended down upon the Earth again to write the next part of the story..

What I remember is that our Goddess Mother who agreed to take her body into the Earth so that we could touch each other in a land that was solid, it was we who clothed her in mountains and rivers and land scapes… and I, Misty Mountain who made the exchange with Slowing Rolling Thunder River Love Song became a mountain (range) that had river that run beneath her…

Just now, I looked at this picture and wondered where on the Goddess Mother Earths body my 7 children manifested as the clothes we clothed her with..

three daughters in my billowing skirt

http://www.angelfire.com/journal2/indianspiritman/WakinaLove01b.html

Places we frequent in our dreams

April 2, 2014 - Leave a Response
one thing about the dream world that I have noticed is that we will travel to the same places over and over.  Apparently I have more than one place I think of as Home..  as a home I go to.. somewhat like vacation houses Isun room suppose..  IN the  home I was living in when I awoke in the dream this morning, I have been there many times over the years.  the first time I found myself there I was standing out back looking at the steps going up to the sun room.  They were in need of repair, as was the screen on the sun room.
Over the years I went there many times, repair the stairs, the door, the screen and made the sun room back into a sun room.
From the front of the house, a long driveway in and then it sloops down, which is why the sun room, from the back seems to be on the second floor..  back in the back was a garden and a fire circle..  I have been there many times.  It is one of the houses I travel to in my dreams..  Last night I had company there…
There was another house I traveled to many times in my dream journeys..  after finding myself there for many years, I graduated and they shaved off my bangs and tattooed a golden Sun symbol on my forehead.  Later in another dream we were going to Ceremony and when I picked up a mirror I saw that I was Egyptian…
I have other houses that I travel to with consistency..  I am certain others do too…

Conscious Creators

March 31, 2014 - 2 Responses

As we move into the space of this next circle around the central suns sometimes it feels difficult not to get caught up in the drama of the old world and to remember that at every moment we should be singing forward the new song for the next circle.. I know as a creator how important it is to sing forward the new song with a constant vibration .. even though I can feel myself still in the struggle, so to speak, of releasing the old… for example I ran across a picture with some words about how when the people were making a one world religion they would capture groups of people, one at a time, find their sacred holidays and insert their own on top of it, that way they could pacify a generation of people and at the same time project out into the world they were creating this one world order of Christianity because they knew eventually after a generation or 2 no one would really uphold what once was…

 

As we create the next circle around the central suns it is easy to get lost in the looking back game with some Image27bitterness, and creating more bad things happening from that perspective… but as creators it is a fact that where we place our intentions, attentions is what we will be creating… tis the nature of the game in this world of solid that is of our design..

Now that time as come upon us, a new age has arrived, and not only a new age but we have come to the time of the next great circle around the Central Suns.  Eons and eons ago we decided we mystical-mermaidwanted to make a journey into a world that was solid, so as gods and goddesses, spirit beings we could touch each other and interact in a new way.

That circle is now drawing to a close.  We, in this dense form are still creators and it is time to sing the next circle into being.  We do that by putting our focus on to what we want to next create, and then take the leaps of faith, do the work, continue to sing the songs, keep the energy moving until at last we arrive at the place of our song..

tipi village

We take leaps of faith until we arrive…

March 31, 2014 - Leave a Response
.. my boyfriend reminded me of a dream I once had .. and as I have peered back some 30 years into that dream I realize I am still like that girl in that dream .. In the dream I came to a river and was going to cross it.As I stared into the water a stepping stone arose and so I stepped upon it. Then as I stood there staring into the water, another stepping stone appeared so I hopped over to it..4107-79295

this continued for so many steps and required many leaps of faith one stone after another would appear for me to hop upon.. (in the end of the dream it require that I surrender to water, entered a room, where the Earth began to shake and we morphed into our lightbodies)

I am still like that person in that dream. I have seen on the other side a day coming when a girl can love a Thunder Being and he love her.. I am crossing over to the other side even though I do not have my feet firmly planted on sure footing, I stand there watching and then another stepping stone appears to rise within the water.. enabling me to continue my journey..

to the place where a girl can love a thunder being and he love her..

Sacred Play, Kundalini, the heart chakra and love without conditions

March 20, 2014 - Leave a Response

(((( ….This is the first song that Rick gave me…)))

 

 Indian Spirit and her Invisible Cowboy,

 Mated life in the Kundalini journey is certainly not in anyway the usual way to do things.  In my journey I am here for the Indians so I proclaim ‘you never needed the Christian path.”  “That your spirituality  will lead you well, and the Earth is your teacher and you never needed to walk that path ever.”  And in Ricks journey he is totally Christian.  He is different, and yet in ways we are the same.  He has been following his vision since he was nine and it took him into deep into the Christian sector, where he does his work channeling the Akashic records striving to correct the ancient stories that got told wrong or lost, or discarded..  (like in one he piece he was writing on someone and said that this man took the bell off his Unicorns horn and placed it around his neck.) ..

 Him and I cannot be in an open relationship, because of his fame, because of his following by thousands of Christians, they cannot conceive beyond their Christian beliefs a girl who says we are gods and goddesses, creators singing a new world into being.  It is more then they can conceive so, with this Kundalini journey of mine arriving at the heart chakra and becoming about loving without conditions, I wound up opening a special place where I can speak freely to him and we can be in an open relationship on our private page.

When I opened it I put it private so only my friends could see it, and I opened as a married couple and that was my status, and he is my only friend there so he is the only one who can see onto the wall..  well with the passage of time and watching him in his actions of being tied to me in such a way only the Indians can see I found myself feeling a bit overwhelmed the other day when he was saying to his people how he sent a package to the children and left off that he was sending a package to my grandchildren…  so I went and I changed our status to “It’s Complicated”  and he came back with something about you are “an Indian Spirit with her Invisible Cowboy” and posted this song on our page..

 

so now I am working on a picture and when I get it done I will post it and change the status from “Its Complicated” to Engaged..  because I find him engaging..

 

Sacred play is a good way to be..

This kundalini journey calls me to be more.  It is very different for me to give my love this way, without conditions, and it seems to me that when I a doing it then my kundalini is spinning harder.  At this point I am having a sensitiveness to sound.  When I go into work it seems as if they are amplified.

here is a link to some of the ascension symptoms:

http://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2014/01/05/inner-body-vibrations-ear-ringing-head-pains/

The Earth tells me that she brought me down this journey because when I vibrate higher it assists her in vibrating higher (so we can travel on to the place where a girl can love a thunder being and he love her) I am having the sudden ringing in the ears  which when it happens I try to look around to see if I can see into the dimension from which the sound is come (as if I am trying to look through a portal door) …  and another thing I am experiencing is something with my head and a feeling that someone is rubbing their hand over my head a few inches above it.  In that moment I almost go blank and then I come back to in the same dimension we are in..

Extraterrestrials come my way ~dream

March 17, 2014 - Leave a Response

Woke up inside a dream.  One of the guys I remember he was saying how when a certain Extraterrestrial person would come he would show up on his horse and then when he was leaving on his horse he would transform it into another animal.. It was like a signature way of recognizing him.

 

So when I woke up inside the dream Bridgett and I were asleep in bed when I hear my German Sheppard/part wolf Samson begin to bark.  My first thought was, Samson is beginning to bark to announce the arrival of someone.  Within a few minutes he barked again and I thought, whoever it is is getting closer..  then he barked again, each time a little louder, and I was thinking he was saying they are almost here now, I I decided I had best get up and get dressed before they arrived.

 

I got dressed and went out into the livingroom and the dream house transformed into a house I once lived in where I saw Extraterrestrials beaming down on a ray of light under cover of clouds down at the barn.  So I was in the livingroom watching for the arrival of someone when a knock comes to the back door.  There was another guy in the house and he and some others went to the back door, opened it and began talking in an unknown language so I could tell that they knew each other.

 

I thought, “well I should go see who it it.”  and when I got to where I could see I saw that there were 5 people standing outside the door.  The tallest one was doing the talking.  He had a painted face, like a stripe going across he eyes and there were other symbols painted on his face too.  He had a curly wig on and it seemed that he had disguised himself to blend in by taking on the appearance of a clown.  And as if 3 of them were from the same species they all 3 were looking like clowns in their appearance.  and the other seemed to be another species that I could not recognize.  They were much shorter.

 

As the conversation between the man and the Extraterrestrials began to wind down the 2 that were different they took it as their cue, got on their horses and began to gallop down towards the barn where the beam of light carries them..

 

Then the other 3, as if signaling that they were from a different direction (species) they get on their horse, gallop up a hill, jump a fence and kind of lift off the ground as they head in the direction of the barn.  At the last minute there came like a flash of light that had a noise with it, and when I looked over I saw the horse transform into an elephant…  So I took it as my sign that this had been the one I had already been told about..

 

…..  Later in the dream I was outside when I saw a lovely lady poke her head out the barn door so I went down to investigate.  She was little, like only 4 feet tall, and in appearance it was as if she had been clothed in a see through human skin but underneath she was like a rainbow type of liquid.  she had gloves on her hands as if she would be vulnerable to picking up germs, but she hugged me with deligh when she saw me and then began walking through the garage.  She was so delighted with out world touching everything..  I remember as she was sliding her hand along the wall, she touched a rake and it just sort of fell over as if she did not have a concept that her movements had consequences..  she was quite lovely, fascinated with everything, touching it all.. then I awoke

Kundalini, in the heart spinning harder again, update

March 6, 2014 - One Response

the Kundalini,

it will spin when it will spin,

and when it spins I feel like I am plugged into the Earth

doing the work that she needs me to do..

since it is she who told me this is the journey she needs me to take.

I have read that the Kundalini is uncontrollable, that the people who are having the Kundalini journey are just walking around having the sacred O all the time without any control.

It seems to me this is true..

There are people and places I would like it not to just open and spin full throttle while I am standing there,

kundalini ecstacybecause it is a very sensual feel

but it is a higher force than I controlling it..

as a matter of fact I do not think I am even controlling it

It feels like it is like being a portal that opens when the Earth decides to open it..

at least sometimes that is how it feels..

and yet at the same time it comes on like clockwork,

always at 5 am,

always at 7 pm

and there are other times too..

a 9 pm one..

and others still…

It pretty well doesn’t matter who is in the room when it happens,

it is like a geyser going off on clockwork only traveling up inside my body..

and iit feels so good…

It seems to require a certain balance within my psyche to remain strong within me.  As I said I am up to my heart chakra now and the Earth has told me this is a journey she brought me to because she needs me to vibrate at a higher level to assist her at vibrating on a higher vibration  (so that the energy on this planet can begin to move again to the place where a girl can love a Thunder Being and he her) So that she can get back into a body that is not so dense and heavy like this one is.kundalini to come

The heart chakra is where love takes on a different vibration than it took when I was younger.  It becomes a higher love that does not react in the same ways it once reacted but becomes about working with the energy as it presents itself.

For those who have follow my blogs for the longest, Rick (the one I have called “cougar”, “horse”, “the Dark One) has become the one I am making the journey of unconditional love with.  I don’t even think I can put into words all that has transpired inside this Kundalini journey that has made him and I one rocking couple.  In the place where I saw him as the Dark One a light has shown.  Before, I saw this place as a place of deception.  Now that a light has shown inside this place it feels like I have come inside his Holy of Holies..  when he was 9 (as his bloodline opens the path of vision) he saw the book that he is diligently transcribing now.  So all of what I saw before without understanding has come into a kundalini to come tooplace of honoring the man who came to sing this song.

Now, inside this place of unconditional love with him I find as I pass the tests of ‘can I hold this new form of love in such a way as to be unconditional’, it is like when I am being tested the Kundalini will spin less hard, less intense, just a soft gentle spin.  But when I pass a test and take our journey (his and mine) to a new level of unconditional love then the Kundalini will again begin spinning harder.

The Earth tells me that it is important that my vibration is raise because when my vibration is raised it allows hers to be raised higher also..

Another ‘side effect’ of the Kundalini Rising and holding a higher vibration is the fact that I ‘see’ more into the astral world then I used to see..  for example my grandson was over out of sight singing and it was coming out a little rough.  When I heard him consciously changing his vocal chord I found a part of my consciousness watching with interest and saw that he made his little throat into a perfect circle, like a wind tunnel and when he sang that way he sounded like a little angel in a boys choir.

It is the same with this feeling of finding my way into Ricks Holy of Holies..  I remember, the last time I left him, it was because the Kundalini allowed me to see further and I became furious with him when I saw him on the astral plane stepping into me.  I saw the way I was plugged into the Earth like a beam of light coming out of her and saw him making his daily journey to plug into me.  At the time I screamed holy carp and cussed him out as I was leaving because he did not have my permission to do that..  and yet now that I have achieved a higher love with him that molds itself to what is needed in the moment, I am finding that when he steps into me my Kundalini spins harder, and that is good because it is good for the Earth in assisting her in raising her vibration.

At this point it seems that when we come into an understanding that our vibration gets higher as we pass the test of the chakra the Kundalini is purifying and when that happens a good strong spin returns to continue moving the energy upward..

I do this journey for Love of Earth.  At the age of 12, in vision, I was told to merge with her, to not gain my understanding of how things work through  man but to go directly to the Earth for guidance in how to interpret the world.  In merging with her I talked to her and she would answer me back..  the very first time she sent a butterfly to land upon my nose and wipe away my tears.  But in time, as I continued to talk to her I began to hear her talking to me.  So I journeyed with her, listening to her, listening to the Animal Messengers that were sent to give me messages for her..  with my Kundalini spinning (as in my youth I do remember not knowing why it was spinning before I entered full fledge into this Kundalini Awakening it was already telling me that this was going to be the journey I was going to be taking as in my youth I had erratic Kundalini spinnings’ that I would not understand)..  so I listened to the Earth and followed all the instructions she gave me from the year 2000 on and was taken to this Kundalini Awakening June 17, 2010..  and as the spinning got harder and harder she told me that it was she who lead me here and she who needed me to be open to this Kundalini that was now burning through me, purifying me.  She said that she was using my body to release trapped energies (so she could vibrate higher) and showed me through the dream time that these energies were converting to places in the new circle around the central suns.  She showed me that these trapped energies that are being released from her body are being converted into places on life sustaining planets..  for instance, the 3 splattering brothers, the ghosts that was trying to break windshields on vehicles when they would drive through the mud, they were converted to 3 waterfalls..  and the energy of the thief that was stuck, his energy was converted to a place on a mountain that would steal your heart with its beauty..

All these trapped energies that are being released through the Kundalini are what the Earth needs so that she can achieve a higher vibration and not be so dense like she is now…  all so she can ascend..  all so we can get back to the place where  a girl can love a Thunder being, and he her..

In the place where I am, inside my Kundalini, it is very important that I give myself to the lesson of love unconditional for Rick (thankfully it is a kind of love the one you are with journey that does not require that I just give the whole world love unconditional all at once.  He is like my (must be an Indian word that has no translation) .. like a cat needs a scratching post kind of lesson..

From where I am with the Earth as my guide through this journey..  maintaining a level where my Kundalini is allowed to vibrate higher and higher is the exact place she needs me to be..

I am honored that Rick is the one she chose for me to walk through the heart chakra with into this flame of unconditional love..

and with him I am coming deeper into a place of love without conditions that as I allow it to grow within me seems to increase the strongness of the kundalini vibration.

I hope others who are on this Kundalini journey can understand and are helped by my sharings…

in love, Destiny Deela’ Cee

Kundalini `is up to my shoulders now

February 20, 2014 - 2 Responses

dream and deep space -kundalini 4 today up to shoulders

Here is a representation of what my Kundalini looked like this morning..  It is not completely accurate because one has to understand that the Kundalini is about being plugged into the Earth at the base of your spine and basically it is a shower of energy coming straight up the spine.. looking very much like stars like that but it is an energy that comes straight up the body…  The Kundalini is very consistent about spinning at the same time each day..  I love the early morning ones in the 5:00 hour as one of the best because in a state of laying in the bed all tucked and cozy beneath my blankets it is a very loving and sensual feel..

I began my full Kundalini Awakening in June of 2010, and almost 4 years now into the journey I noted this morning that the energy is up to my shoulders…..

I go through this alone and learn as I go.. most of them are beautiful to the feeling of being divine, but sometimes a person can experience a blow out of the energy…  this week I think I experienced a blow out in the top of my head area that kind of gave me a headache..  I find ice is very helpful for any location where one is experiencing a blow out and it also seems like it is required for that extra boost always make the kundalini have the ability to rise higher..

so before this morning my Kundalini  had been consistently rising to my heart and spinning like a many lotus flower all across my chest… but this morning (since the blow out this week) I observed that my kundalini was up to my shoulders and felt like it now cloaked me like a dress….  very lovely…

delacee and rick

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