update on my personal journey…

May 18, 2014 - One Response

I am not really liking being Ricks girlfriend…  He is the most unromantic man I have ever walked this close to..  It is no wonder I journeyed 10 years with him without being in a relationship with him..  and he does not relate to my Kundalini journey at all….  I have found myself turning away from him for romance…  and back to the Earth for the feelings of romance.. to feel the wind wrap itself around a blade of grass and dance.. merging with that…  seeing and merging with all that is nature..  and not thinking in terms that a man should be wrapping his love around me..

I suppose that is a good thing to look to the Earth for my sense of romance…


Memories from before TIME..

May 8, 2014 - Leave a Response

We are gods and goddesses… here to experience more than we experienced before.. When we were in our spirit bodies, there was no such emotion known as love. we were a collective that all worked as One. Individual like we are here, and yet telepathically we were all connected, One could say, I am going over here to see this friend, and swim through the great sea until they made it there.. on their journey could see many others, could pass their spirit bodies on, one through another, feel every nuance (but now become attached like we do in this 3 d world and believe we much hold them forever in marriage, or as our children..) No, it was like we would be on our journey somewhere, pass through another, feel every nuance and travel on.. perhaps to some degree their touch on our spirit would linger on inside us for a time… perhaps these would be the ones we thought of as ‘friends’

And since there was no time who knows how long, in human terms, is would be when one would sleep over with a friend…

As it is here, so it was there, it all translates, but what we call hate is really not hate. It is 2 energies that do not blend well together, so when they touch a combustion happens and they explode away from each other with no lingering hatred carrying on just do they move away from each other…


Tree spirits and me… dreams

April 29, 2014 - 2 Responses

just woke up from a dream in which I was hunting for someone and got lost. There is someone with me but it is not the person I was looking for, he is a frien.. I was looking around trying to figure out what direction to go when I spotted a lovely white tree with gracious arms and announced that I would now go ask the tree where the person I was looking for had gone..

It was cool.. when I got to the tree I found myself in the trees apartment discussing where the person could be found, and after a little discussion she said person was at 530 Hollow which was down by the river front.. the Tree, she takes her arm, and standing behind me she points her arm in the direction, tells me to go to this corner, turn, go down to the river front and turn.. and go until I arrive at 530 Hallow……. It was really quite cool talking to this tree…


I love to dream..  I love to reflect back on my dreams, on how when I merged with the tree to ask it where the girl was I found myself in an apartment with wooden floors and wooden walls…  I love the way that then the tree spirit (or should I say one of the tree spirits, as there was more then one in the tree) was showing me the map on how to get to the River Front, she was using her arms and crooks in her arms were telling me where to turn….

Unicorn dreams

April 18, 2014 - Leave a Response

when the unicorn sings I hear chimes ringing

Oh I just woke up from the most delightful dream… I was hearing the words to the next piece I am to write… my companion, the Unicorn was there with me, singing a song of the next piece or direction I am to travel…. we were floating in the air and both of us were Unicorns… Compared to her I was like a child Unicorn, about 7 years of age and she was an adult Unicorn.. we were floating in the air like an Earth and a Sun..

I love my Unicorn journey, vision.. It began in 2008 when traveling through the ether’s I began to hear the singer of a song

singing me a song of remember when?..

Remember when we danced as gods 
across the starlit sky 
of distant galaxies 
side by side through the sands of time, 
dancing through cities of gold and emerald, 
walking through the memories of gods of old 
we watched the magic unfold, 
lay witness to half goat, half human. 
and magical nymphs and 
mermaids dancing within the waters. 
Traveling so far through my splendored journey 
Made me laugh to watch us dance with Hercules 
all the magic that was out of Time.. and larger than life.. 

slipping next to the campsite of a friend
you saw that spirit tree, so lovely,
shimmering in its lights of rainbow dance
off in the distance..

Your heart stirred,
spirit tree’s heart stirred
as you recognized the life in each other
and in the time one would think of 
as morning light
You awakened to find your spirit self
resting against the spirit tree..

With quiet reflection,
I watched as you began contemplation
of what it would feel like
to walk in a land that was solid
with the spirit tree..

Then my companion, the Unicorn, sang to me a song of time forward, how we are a collective of energy beings who vibrated as One, and there were many at the same moment who shared the same thought of wanting to come forward into a journey of walking together as solid.. we chose the story line that we were going to write, made up the rules of how we could exist together, cat people becoming cats, tree people becoming trees, a certain group of us taking our form in the human skins.. and the being who took her consciousness as the Earth, she was larger then life, floating like a whale above us as we looked quite small compared to her.. she agreed to be the body that we would have this experience upon…

the singer of the song is a Unicorn

.. Everything happens for a reason

April 17, 2014 - Leave a Response
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I once had a dream that I came to a river and as I stood there staring at the water a stone rose up so I jumped upon it.. and stood again to stare at the water. Then a second stone rose from the water, so I jumped on it.. From stone to stone I jumped until I arrived at the center of the river and this time a column rose that had a small ledge I jumped upon.. by now there was another man with me and a storm was blowing in. The water was becoming rocky and no more stones were rising for me to make a leap of faith to. The man let go and disappeared into the water, so my leap of faith this time was to let go and fall into the water where I sank down and found myself entering a room that had a storm window and a chair and desk.As I looked around the room I saw a doorway that lead deeper into the building, but about that time the earth began to shake like an earthquake and the chair and desk picked up their legs and ran in fear. and when I turned around the man, something was happening to the man, he made a leap of faith into a beam of light and morphed into his light body.. then there was a woman who made her leap of faith and the storm window broke as she did it, and she too morphed into her light body… then I knew that this was to be my next leap of faith… so I did it.. and the world changed…


This is a far journey for the girl who had this dream was almost to the place in here life where her husband of 10 years was just about to divorce her….. and the storm that would rage from his announce that he had changed his mind about wanting to be married to her was intense…


“out of Time journeys” ~Native spirituality with the Thunder People

April 3, 2014 - Leave a Response

Sometimes my ability to see through time leaves me wondering if anyone understands what I am talking about, or if these out of time pictures are just touching memories we share..

One of my “out of Time journeys” began in 2004 with a dream in which I traveled for 2-26,000 year periods singing a creation song about a place of peace in order to make an exchange with one of the sons of a Thunderbird..

In the beginning of the dream I didn’t understand the dream, but as time stretched out and I merged more and more with the Earth, following her every instruction I was lead to a place where something happened to me with the Thunder People and when I asked her why I was feeling what I was feeling, she pointed back to the dream and said it was because I was a cloud who had made an exchange with the Thunder People and that where I was at now was all a part of that continuing story.. and why I could hear them talking to me..

At the I was writing it all out in poetry…  and eventually I was taken to a place where I was shown that from that exchange (beside being a part of the cross patch clothing we dress the Earth in (with that emotion becoming a Mountain who had a River running beneath her) 7 Little Thunder Children were born to me.  There were 3 shy girls who danced in my billowing skirt and 3 boys and 1 girl, all bold with their lightning bolts and dancing behind me as I walked. 

So I continued on my journey through the passage of Time and found some 7 years later, hearing someone at the back door and when I ran to see what spirits had shown up, I opened the door to find the 3 daughters who played shyly in my billowing skirt greeting me and telling me that I was their mom..  

Behind them came the raging storm, it blew through our town with a fury and as I went out to chase them I saw my other 4 children following behind me, just like in my dream from 2004..

I have grown so much on my journey, watching these story lines and they play before me outside of time.  What I have witnessed has made me stronger in my belief that the gods and goddesses have descended down upon the Earth again to write the next part of the story..

What I remember is that our Goddess Mother who agreed to take her body into the Earth so that we could touch each other in a land that was solid, it was we who clothed her in mountains and rivers and land scapes… and I, Misty Mountain who made the exchange with Slowing Rolling Thunder River Love Song became a mountain (range) that had river that run beneath her…

Just now, I looked at this picture and wondered where on the Goddess Mother Earths body my 7 children manifested as the clothes we clothed her with..

three daughters in my billowing skirt


Places we frequent in our dreams

April 2, 2014 - Leave a Response
one thing about the dream world that I have noticed is that we will travel to the same places over and over.  Apparently I have more than one place I think of as Home..  as a home I go to.. somewhat like vacation houses Isun room suppose..  IN the  home I was living in when I awoke in the dream this morning, I have been there many times over the years.  the first time I found myself there I was standing out back looking at the steps going up to the sun room.  They were in need of repair, as was the screen on the sun room.
Over the years I went there many times, repair the stairs, the door, the screen and made the sun room back into a sun room.
From the front of the house, a long driveway in and then it sloops down, which is why the sun room, from the back seems to be on the second floor..  back in the back was a garden and a fire circle..  I have been there many times.  It is one of the houses I travel to in my dreams..  Last night I had company there…
There was another house I traveled to many times in my dream journeys..  after finding myself there for many years, I graduated and they shaved off my bangs and tattooed a golden Sun symbol on my forehead.  Later in another dream we were going to Ceremony and when I picked up a mirror I saw that I was Egyptian…
I have other houses that I travel to with consistency..  I am certain others do too…

Conscious Creators

March 31, 2014 - 2 Responses

As we move into the space of this next circle around the central suns sometimes it feels difficult not to get caught up in the drama of the old world and to remember that at every moment we should be singing forward the new song for the next circle.. I know as a creator how important it is to sing forward the new song with a constant vibration .. even though I can feel myself still in the struggle, so to speak, of releasing the old… for example I ran across a picture with some words about how when the people were making a one world religion they would capture groups of people, one at a time, find their sacred holidays and insert their own on top of it, that way they could pacify a generation of people and at the same time project out into the world they were creating this one world order of Christianity because they knew eventually after a generation or 2 no one would really uphold what once was…


As we create the next circle around the central suns it is easy to get lost in the looking back game with some Image27bitterness, and creating more bad things happening from that perspective… but as creators it is a fact that where we place our intentions, attentions is what we will be creating… tis the nature of the game in this world of solid that is of our design..

Now that time as come upon us, a new age has arrived, and not only a new age but we have come to the time of the next great circle around the Central Suns.  Eons and eons ago we decided we mystical-mermaidwanted to make a journey into a world that was solid, so as gods and goddesses, spirit beings we could touch each other and interact in a new way.

That circle is now drawing to a close.  We, in this dense form are still creators and it is time to sing the next circle into being.  We do that by putting our focus on to what we want to next create, and then take the leaps of faith, do the work, continue to sing the songs, keep the energy moving until at last we arrive at the place of our song..

tipi village

We take leaps of faith until we arrive…

March 31, 2014 - Leave a Response
.. my boyfriend reminded me of a dream I once had .. and as I have peered back some 30 years into that dream I realize I am still like that girl in that dream .. In the dream I came to a river and was going to cross it.As I stared into the water a stepping stone arose and so I stepped upon it. Then as I stood there staring into the water, another stepping stone appeared so I hopped over to it..4107-79295

this continued for so many steps and required many leaps of faith one stone after another would appear for me to hop upon.. (in the end of the dream it require that I surrender to water, entered a room, where the Earth began to shake and we morphed into our lightbodies)

I am still like that person in that dream. I have seen on the other side a day coming when a girl can love a Thunder Being and he love her.. I am crossing over to the other side even though I do not have my feet firmly planted on sure footing, I stand there watching and then another stepping stone appears to rise within the water.. enabling me to continue my journey..

to the place where a girl can love a thunder being and he love her..

Sacred Play, Kundalini, the heart chakra and love without conditions

March 20, 2014 - Leave a Response

(((( ….This is the first song that Rick gave me…)))


 Indian Spirit and her Invisible Cowboy,

 Mated life in the Kundalini journey is certainly not in anyway the usual way to do things.  In my journey I am here for the Indians so I proclaim ‘you never needed the Christian path.”  “That your spirituality  will lead you well, and the Earth is your teacher and you never needed to walk that path ever.”  And in Ricks journey he is totally Christian.  He is different, and yet in ways we are the same.  He has been following his vision since he was nine and it took him into deep into the Christian sector, where he does his work channeling the Akashic records striving to correct the ancient stories that got told wrong or lost, or discarded..  (like in one he piece he was writing on someone and said that this man took the bell off his Unicorns horn and placed it around his neck.) ..

 Him and I cannot be in an open relationship, because of his fame, because of his following by thousands of Christians, they cannot conceive beyond their Christian beliefs a girl who says we are gods and goddesses, creators singing a new world into being.  It is more then they can conceive so, with this Kundalini journey of mine arriving at the heart chakra and becoming about loving without conditions, I wound up opening a special place where I can speak freely to him and we can be in an open relationship on our private page.

When I opened it I put it private so only my friends could see it, and I opened as a married couple and that was my status, and he is my only friend there so he is the only one who can see onto the wall..  well with the passage of time and watching him in his actions of being tied to me in such a way only the Indians can see I found myself feeling a bit overwhelmed the other day when he was saying to his people how he sent a package to the children and left off that he was sending a package to my grandchildren…  so I went and I changed our status to “It’s Complicated”  and he came back with something about you are “an Indian Spirit with her Invisible Cowboy” and posted this song on our page..


so now I am working on a picture and when I get it done I will post it and change the status from “Its Complicated” to Engaged..  because I find him engaging..


Sacred play is a good way to be..

This kundalini journey calls me to be more.  It is very different for me to give my love this way, without conditions, and it seems to me that when I a doing it then my kundalini is spinning harder.  At this point I am having a sensitiveness to sound.  When I go into work it seems as if they are amplified.

here is a link to some of the ascension symptoms:


The Earth tells me that she brought me down this journey because when I vibrate higher it assists her in vibrating higher (so we can travel on to the place where a girl can love a thunder being and he love her) I am having the sudden ringing in the ears  which when it happens I try to look around to see if I can see into the dimension from which the sound is come (as if I am trying to look through a portal door) …  and another thing I am experiencing is something with my head and a feeling that someone is rubbing their hand over my head a few inches above it.  In that moment I almost go blank and then I come back to in the same dimension we are in..


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