I was dreaming I was walking the journey we call life, through many lives I had walked a journey with a destination in mind. It was just like any normal walk we take, going forward turning left, turning right. I could see in the length of the journey I had made many turns, each one marked by a point, by a memory, through many lives I had traveled towards my destination..
Again within the movements I found myself making a L shaped turn.
Like it was nothing, I made the L shaped turn
Sometimes in the human experience we forget that we are a collective soul, a group consciousness that made a choice to experience a 3rd dimensional human body. There were many reasons we wanted to do this, of which I only know mine…
In this 3 d body it looks and feels much more personal than perhaps we expected. We get caught up the trauma and it can feel like if we let go we are going to lose a part of ourselves. We forget, in the big picture we are ageless.
Even before we decided to go under the veil we were ageless.
Many turns and movements did we make just to get to the place where we could go under the veil of forgetfulness and experience a world that was solid, a world of blue and green with splashes of wild colors
we wanted to know what it would be like
to do this.
and just like there have been many turns
while under this veil of forgetfulness
we are so much larger
than this movement
through the veil of forgetfulness
god goddess we
In the place where I am in my life now I have made a L shaped turn.. I cried for 4 days over this one.. The one before this one, I wept for a solid month and then wept each morning on my way to work for a year.
I thought it was the end of the world as I knew it.
But what happened next became even more beautiful than what was before.
and this is what my dream is telling me.
this L shaped turn